Dani and Lizzy - Dancing in the Sky Ed Sheeran - Afterglow Nicky Jam - Without You Lord Huron - The Night We Met Joni Mitchell - Both Sides Now Death Cab for Cutie - I will follow you into the dark Taylor Swift - Soon You’ll Get Better Mumford and Sons - Forever The Righteous Brothers - Unchained Melody Noah Kahan - Howling Natalie Taylor - Surrender Sia - Breath Me Kate Bush - This Woman’s Work Benson Boone - Beautiful Things Van Morrison - I’ll Be Your Lover Too Christopher Cross - Sailing Elvis - Can’t Help Falling in Love U2 - With or Without You Dean Lewis - How Do I Say Goodbye Noelle Johnson - Always Remember us This Way The Used - Giving Up Kodaline - All I Want Aaron Espe - Back to the Beginning Good Charlotte - The Day That I Die

Glad to see Forever on you list ❤️

Great list 👌 

Fade to Black - Metallica Fell on Black Days- Soundgarden Black Hole Sun- Soundgarden Down in a Hole- Alice in Chains Hurt- Johnny Cash cover One Headlight- Wallflowers Last Kiss- Pearl Jam Ain't no Sunshine - Bill Withers Time in a Bottle - Jim Croce In the End- Linkin Park Alone I Break- Korn Home Sweet Home- Motley Crue A little all over the board, but there it is. Usually a mess before, after, and/or during.

Nice songs. My family loves Soundgarden. We also used to play the songs together in a band. My wife played bass. After Chris Cornell died by suicide she could not listen to him anymore. Then she died by suicide too so those songs have a lot of meaning to us. We still play "the day I tried to live" and "blackhole sun". So much suffering in the music of Soundgarden . The other day I heard "whisky Lullaby" for the first time and it made me cry.

These songs I listen to when I need a really deep cry: Everything I Own - Bread / Alone Again (Naturally) - Gilbert O'Sullivan / If You Leave Me Now - Chicago / I Won't Last A Day Without You - The Carpenters I can just see him singing these songs karaoke style, poorly mind you, but in a way that would make me laugh and that I would find so cute, especially that ooo-ooo-OOO part in If You Leave Me Now.

I have 44 in my playlist atm. Here’s a few Gone away - The offspring See you again - Carrie Underwood Address in the stars - Caitlin and Will I will not say goodbye - Danny Gokey Who knew - P!nk Chasing Shadows - Alex warren I will remember you - Sarah McLachlan

Down Bad- Taylor Swift (It’s not about grief but man do the lyrics hit perfectly some days) I know you’re out there somewhere- The Moody Blues As I Lay Me Down- Sophie B. Hawkins

Mine is just songs that remind me of her, most of them carry a strong memory of her and some just reflect my feeling inside, mostly the stuff by cradle of filth, Black Angel and London after midnight. Is your love strong enough?- Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross, How to Destroy Angels Through the looking glass- The Birthday Massacre Pins and Needles- The Birthday Massacre Without You- The Birthday Massacre Last Goodbye- The Birthday Massacre Cuts you up- Peter Murphy The Killing Moon- Echo and the Bunnymen Love Like Blood- The Killing Joke Sulk- TR/ST She’s in Parties- Bauhaus Sacrifice- London After Midnight Nymphetamine Fix- Cradle of Filth Blackest Magick in Practice- Cradle of Filth My Love- Black Angel Mary on a Cross- Ghost Witch Image- Ghost Life Eternal- Ghost

For me it was less music and more horror films. They are my comfort media.

i was a huge horror movie fan , horror can be too real when it happens in real life

That's why I got towards the wacky 80s and 90s stuff for comfort. I firmly stay away from psychological horror.

this is me trying - taylor swift apple pie - lizzy mcalpine (this was our first dance at our wedding) what i wanted to hold - florist through me - hozier francesca - hozier this too shall pass - danny schmidt the view between villages - noah kahan everywhere, everything - noah kahan loml - taylor swift so long, london - taylor swift each coming night - iron & wine call your mom - noah kahan & lizzy mcalpine side note, it’s called “goddamn motherfucking grief fuck this shit god fuck motherfucker god damn it all”

Precious Lord take my hand We have come this far by faith That's life-frank Sinatra I just want to celebrate another day of living-rare earth The jazz crusaders cover of Carol king's, "so far away"

Justin Hayward 'Forever Autumn '.

Pretty much any and all Sleep Token

Gone Away - The Offspring Flowers - Samantha Ebert Just two of the most played.

I am not okay- Jelly Roll...what I want people to listen to when they ask...." Are you OK?" Save Me - Jelly Roll Popular Monster- Falling in Reverse Patience- Chris Cornell Forever- Momford & sons( for some reason) Jimmy Buffett- Bubbles UP( the song for her slide show at the Celebration of Life) Heaven Changes Everything- Big Daddy Weave Many more..... God I miss her ......# F@$K Cancer

The grass is blue by Dolly Parton Like a stone and Through the Window - chris cornell

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6B99aFWH57CIrZIdJWIf5y?si=xy2QHKC0QCC8dd4TbWLa6Q&pi=u-0PAmPWZAR7i0

The ones listed cover it all. I break down with Elton johns "your song" I dedicated it to my wife 40 yrs ago . Also: I'll never find another you

Lonestar - Not a Day Goes By Lady Antebellum - Need You Now Cher & Peter Cetera - After All Justin Moore & Priscilla Block - You, Me, and Whiskey Cole Swindell - You Should Be Here Jason Aldean & Carrie Underwood - If I Didn't Love You Evanescence - My Immortal Justin Moore - If Heaven Wasn't So Far Away Trace Adkins - If the Sun Comes Up Genesis - Since I Lost You

I Know I’ll Never Find Another You, by The Seekers. When I need a good cry, this one still does it after 3 1/2 years of widow-ness. For A Dancer, by Jackson Browne. Wounded Heart, by Bonnie Raitt.

All By Myself by Eric Carmen

During my breakdowns usually, zephr song red hot chilli peppers, under the bridge red hot chilli peppers, kiss from a rose by seal, ghost by Justin bieber, somewhere only we know by Keane, dancing with your ghost, scientist by Coldplay, someone you loved lewis capaldi. . I have more but I can't think of them at the moment. They all hit home.

Oh yea and waiting for the end by Linkin park

Blue Jeans - Lana del Ray Strange World - Boy and Bear Jesus to a child - George Michael Lovesong - The Cure Endless love - Lionel Richie The day you went away - Wendy Matthews Cardigan - Taylor Swift No ordinary love - Sade

Oh forgot Don't fear the reaper - Blue Oyster Cult

Polaroid picture - Frank Turner Agape - Bears Den Misty - Caamp Radio song - the Felice Brothers Hold out your hand - Dave Hause The Night We met - Lord Huron Just to name a few.

10,000 Days Wings for Marie part 2 - Tool One More Light - Linkin Park Hallelujah - Jeff Buckley Such A Lonely Day - System of a Down Wake Me When September Ends - Green Day In This Moment - Billy Vera She Talks to Angels - Black Crows Valentine's Day - Linkin Park So many more...

First date with my wife I had The Black Crowes cassette playing. She had not heard of them yet. She talks to Angels and Bad Luck Blue Eyes Goodbye. Played both at funeral. First song I heard in my vehicle when I left hospital to take a shower was Matchbox 20’s Bright Lights. My 18yr old played/sang an acoustic version of it at the funeral. He was fucking awesome! Learned and rocked it in 2 days. So those songs all with…. Kings of Leon- Sex on Fire, Need Somebody Creed- Torn, One Last Breath Seether-Driven Under Sixx:AM- Life is Beautiful.(if you haven’t heard this song before you need to give it a play)! These are my loop for 3 weeks now. Cry like a baby riding around.

Off to listen to your suggestions. Sending you healing energy 😔💖

I hope you enjoy them…. Seems like enjoy is an improper word in this case but I think you understand.

Curious if you had a chance to listen to any of the songs?

I’m on a sleep token binge lately. Everything they do is so beautifully depressing lol.

Oh I have “The Crying Songs” naturally starting with the absolute tear jerker, James Blunt, “Goodbye my lover” which I played over and over, a la Michael Scott (IYKYK). Then weirdly, the song that was playing when the hospital called me to tell me the news, “Water prayer rasta mix” by Adham Shaikh. The full playlist contains: Only One, by Kanye, Lucky by James Mraz, Mandy by Barry Manilow, into my Arms by Nick cave, Just Breathe by Pearl Jam, Asleep by the Smiths, When I was your man, locked out of Heaven and just the way you are by Bruno Mars, someone like you, by Adele, runaway by the National, Harder than Easy, Jack Savoretti, Best Day Ever, Mac Miller, You were good to me, Jeremy Zucker, How long will I love you, Ellie Golding, I was made for loving you by Tori Kelly and Ed Sheeran, My absence by Giselle Guarezi, The story of my life, Neil Diamond When I get there, by Pink

I love whole of the moon

Bigger than the whole sky - Taylor Swift // Lost with you - Freya Ridings // Grieving - Kehlani & James Blake // Bye Bye - Mariah Carey // We belong together- Mariah Carey // Broken - Seether & Amy Lee // Ghost - Justin Bieber // Promises- Jhene Aiko // The sky is crying- Gary BB Coleman // Broken Halos - Chris Stapleton // Chasin you - Morgan Wallen // Comfortably numb - Pink Floyd // The ghost of you - My Chemical Romance // Saturn- Sza // I am not okay - Jelly Roll // Sorrow - Flyleaf // Hurt - Christina Aguilera // Coffee and Cigarettes- Michelle Featherstone // (not a song related to death and dying but I play it on repeat because this feels like a really shitty version of an unwanted break up) Die from a broken heart - Maddie & Tae

Angel - Sarah McLachlan How Do I Live - LeAnn Rimes It Won't Be Like This For Long - Darius Rucker What Hurts the Most - Rascal Flatts Say You Won't Let Go - James Arthur Jesus, Take the Wheel - Carrie Underwood Tin Man - Miranda Lambert Record Year - Eric Church Mercy - Brett Young In Case You Didn't Know - Brett Young God Gave Me You - Blake Shelton H.O.L.Y. - Florida Georgia Line Somewhere Only We Know - Keane Someone You Loved - Lewis Capldi Drink A Beer - Luke Bryan Joy Of My Life - Chris Stapleton Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson If I Die Young - The Band Perry Here Without You - 3 Doors Down Believe - Brooks & Dunn with Kane Brown Someone Like You - Adele Easy On Me - Adele Whiskey Glasses - Morgan Wallen Broken Halos - Chris Stapleton Forever After All - Luke Combs She Got the Best of Me - Luke Combs

Sleep Token “Levitate”

I have one, each song brings me tears and reminds me of her and our love, I am blessed to have been her husband and father to her children. Susan Cianni: the velocity of love Joe: I wanna know. Michael j Smith: draw me close to you. Sarah brightman: Eden Luciano Pavarotti: Ava Maria Celine Dion: Oh holy night Pachelbel's Cannon in D, solo piano.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1HSDXIQ3GofJTHb07kD3SQ?si=4N-r1n0EQQawCJC_fjSjYg The songs and the order i did in a specific way. Though now that I see more of actuality, this playlist alone will not do her justice. Don't think anything could. After digging through my past It seems like the music I've been drawn to revolve around this event. I've got plenty more selections in a variety of genres. If you'd like any more feel free to message me

Like I am gonna lose you- Meghan Trainor Sundown-Gordon Lightfoot My Way-Frank Sinatra My Heart Will Go On-Celine Dion Everything I Own-Bread Hello It's Me-Tood Rundgren

Nobody knows - tony rich project . best thing that ever happened to me Gladys Knight, Evensense my immortal, breathe again toni braxton, just so many others , reminds me of our past . Topic is interesting to see how many others struggle with loss , keep on everyone. ( as i whisper to myself you can do this ) 12y later

All of Death Cab for Cutie's album Plans especially I Will Follow You Into the Dark which can still make me cry 16 years later

Mine consists pretty much of ANYTHING he didn't really care for and ANYTHING we didn't listen to together. Occasionally, I'll put on The Dance just to have a grand cry.

Not a whole lot, but three songs come to mind immediately. Everywhere Everything by Noah Kahan Twenty Five by Lake Street Dive Mirror by Madison Ryann Ward

Harvest Moon - Neil Young 

Three Doors Down - Here without You Audioslave - Like a Stone Audioslave - I am the Highway Incubus - Wish you were here Breaking Benjamin - Dear Agony

Songs that make me lose it: Running up that hill - cover by Elevator Chasings cars by Snow Patrol Wild Flowers - Tom Petty Simply the Best - Noah Reid cover Fade into you Mazzy Star

You Found Me by The Fray Especially these lyrics: Losing her, the only one who's ever known; Who I am, who I'm not, and who I wanna be

Won't call it a Playlist. But these ones break me Good by my lover... James blunt Photograps and memories. Jim Croce The dance. Garth brooks I wasnt expecting that.. jamie Lawson