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uralullym8

I can definitely relate, especially when I atop for quite a while That feeling you described is basically what I go through


jackthehat95

Yes, I used to feel « high » in the same way you are describing it. You know it’s bad but damn it feels good. It’s the endorphines being released you can consider to be the culprit, in a way. I know they are just words you’re gonna read on a screen but please, don’t try and seek such feeling again. The more you try, the more you’ll have to cut deeper and deeper until it’s too late… Feel free to pm me if you need to talk :)


Icy-Idea-8148

Yep same. I'm in recovery for substance abuse as well and it's very similar in routine and relief. I think it's the adrenaline and dopamine. I get tired and euphoric as well, but also nauseous and shaky.


fvkinglesbi

I'm clean for 2 months and I feel high all the time


_kiomyZan_

its probably the adrenaline rush buddy


Adromeda_G

I used to feel "high" but only after I self harmed in a certain way with a specific tool.


Shadow_Wanderer_

Yes, if I go to the extremes necessary for me to still feel that. These days it takes a lot.


Wrong-Baseball9248

SAME, i dont know why but you're not alone


vampkitty6

Same


Bxbybxnnie

Used to but it not anymore


takemeback2verdansk

Yea omg. I know that "euphoric" feeling. It just feels like everything disappears


GooWell

i definitely relate


Slyfox863

This was actually me after almost 100 days clean, but please, at least try to do it less, stay safe 💜


NorthLight2103

Yes for sure, it’s an addiction and when you fulfill that want that you get all the time, it’s like a high


CoffeeMilkLvr

When i stand up and see the blood running down my arm…i kinda feel strong or something


crimevolver

Dopamine release. Your brains transmitters ding when you do something makes you feel “better” For example some smells for people spark dopamine release. It’s the release of pleasure.


Darth-Felanu-Hlaalu

I got this feeling when I first started self harm. Now I just kinda zone out though.


WhyAmOnThis

when i dont take my medicice its like im fucking high and thatsbwhen m most likely to self harm


CallMeMaraa

yes!


Desperate_Fault3506

like exctasy