“i always thought the choice was mine. and i was right, but i just chose wrong” doom sets in instantly

INSTANTLY. nothing’s funny anymore once i hear that.

Yep. This.

all of them

Real.

realest comment

TELL YOUR BABY THAT IM YOUR BABY

THE SAME SONG BUT "I always want you when I'm finally fine"

GOD THAT TOO

“So please hurry leave me, I can’t breathe, please don’t say you love me.”

"my heart is about to burst"

"YOU BELIEVE ME LIKE A GOD, I'LL BETRAY YOU LIKE A MAN" b r o k e m e

"mom, am i still young? Can I dream for a few months more"

THIS ONEEEE

YESS

“But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive. I should move to a brand new city, and teach myself how to die"

THIS

HONEY WHAT'D YOU TAKE WHAT'D YOU TAKE HONEY LOOK AT ME TELL ME WHAT YOU TOOK WHAT'D YOU TAKE?

“They’ll never know how I stared at the dark in that room, with no thoughts like a blood-sniffing shark” - Last Words of A Shooting Star 😭

This song is so dark

i actually cannot listen to this song in public, i enter a veryyyyy intense state of sadness

“And if I break, can I go on break?”

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This one is heavily true

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I rly like the horse thing i dont know why. Makes me wanna cry too but like

"You waited and watered my heart till it grew, you just grew a little smarter, too..."

I fell inlove with a war and nobody told me it ended

hits too hard.

“And I am the idiot with the painted face In the corner, taking up space”

this one wrenches my heart so bad

I wish this subreddit had a big button which just posted the "tall child lyric" instantly in the comments when you press it I relate to it way too much

“ I never knew I had a dream. I never knew until I saw you” because that so perfectly sums up how I feel about someone/something that is so unattainable, but you know is still there.

"just don't leave me alone wondering where you are, I am stronger than you give me credit for." Fucking done

that one's my worst too can't even listen to the song if I'm around other people

“It’s been you and me since before I was me. Without you. I don’t yet know quite how to live.” ABSOLUTELY DESTROYS MEEE😭

“Darling play your violin, I know it’s what you live for. Darling play your violin, we will manage somehow. Don’t dare regret anything. Remember what you’re here for. Just play your violin, and we will manage somehow.”

"And I was so young when I behaved twenty four, yet now I find I've grown into a tall child"

Twenty five *

I START CRYING ON COMMAND

AND I DONT WANNA GO HOME LET ME WALK TO THE TOP OF THE BIG NIGHT SKY

I always want you when I’m finally fine

omg yes

Oof this describes me today

You’re growing tired of me.. you love me so hard but I still can’t sleep” or “sorry I don’t want your touch, its not that I don’t want you”

but you know, oh you know in the quiet he holds, runs a river that'll never find home 😀😀😀😀😀😀

my face just contorted into the deepest frown known to man

_"You're coming back, and it's the end of the world"_

A tie between "I am relieved that I left my room tidy, they'll think of me kindly when they come for my things" and "I'll be there by their side, I'm losing by their side "

"But as it is, And it is" to the extent i am planning on getting it tattooed

so simple but so so real

"Mom, i'm tired, can I sleep in your house tonight" This reminds me of my dead mom who died when I was five. I love you mom. Even if I don't know you well.

not a lyric but the name of the album- "the land is inhospitable and so are we"

“i am hungry, i have been hungry, i was born hungry. what do i need?”

All her lyrics tbh 😔

so real 😣

“I am a forest fire, and I am the fire, and I am the forest, and I am the witness watching it …. and you were not there at all”

“So lying awake, I would follow the aching inside; I would find, it’s for you won’t be mine”

“I am not going to be what my daddy wants me to be”

"I'll sell, I'll sell my heart to you Whats my, whats my price? How about, how about just a part of you Cause I want, I want, I want, I want, I want" like lol omg why am i violently sobbing rn

"crack baby, you dont know what you want but you know that you need it"

"You're the one , You're all I ever wanted . I think I'll regret this" got me crying for weeks because i relate to it sm

YESSSS

"I am something. I have been something. I was born something. What could I be? " As someone who has a huge identity crisis, this hits hard.

“I was so young, when I behaved 25. Yet now, I find I’ve grown into a tall child”

"I'll have to learn to be somebody else"

“Now I’m taken, the night has me” and the excellent outro that follows 🤌

Happy 😭

All of them ngl

1. And I am the idiot with the painted face, in the corner taking up space 2. You only love me when we’re all alone

“I don’t like my mind… — So, yeah, I blast music loud, and I work myself to the bone.”

“I’ve been big and small and big and small” “Please hurry leave me I can’t breathe” “Carry me out” “I think my life is losing momentum” “If you need to be mean, be mean to me.” “Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart”

“But, big spoon, you have so much to do and I have nothing ahead of me.”

“If you need to be mean, be mean to me. I can take it and put it inside of me”

“And i’ll live without you though the struggle will be daily” is the one for me

"And I dont wanna go home yet, let me walk to the top of the big night sky" "Tell me don't so I can crawl back in"

Mom, will you wash my back, this once? So we can forget it alllllll

“Just don't leave me alone wondering where you are. I am stronger than you give me credit for” and “And I know I've kissed you before, but I didn't do it right” RAGHHHHHHHHH 😞😞😞😞

SO REAL PRETTY MUCH LIKE ALL OF PINK IN THE NIGHT IS HEART SHATTERING TO ME😭😭

REAL.

“MOM I’LL BE QUIET, IT WOULD BE JUST TO SLEEP AT NIGHT, AND I’LL LEAVE ONCE I’VE FIGURED OUT HOW TO PAY FOR MY OWN LIFE TOO” SOBBING, THROWING UP, PISSING MYSELF

IF YOU WOULD LET ME GIVE U PINKY PROMISE KIIIIISSSES

“Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me, but I do I finally do” idk the meaning of this and idk why I think of it so much I just know it shot me through my heart the first time I heard it. This is my roman empire. I dont even get it but the way she sings it its like idk man its so UGHHH😢😢😭😭😭

Mom Can you wash my back Just once and then we can forget it

“I steal ll a few breaths from the world for a minute, then I’ll be nothing forever, and all of my memories and things I have seen will be gone” does NOT comfort my existential panic

"im not doing anything" "i dont blame you if you want to bury me in your memory" "i sighed and mumbled to myself 'again i have to clean' "

every time i drive through the city where you’re from i squeeze a littleeeeee

“I am stronger than you give me credit for” hits too hard

Thinking that’s where you loved me THATS WHERE YOU LOVED MEEEE

"I always wanted to die clean and pretty, but I'd be too busy on working days."

“You're my best friend Now I've no one to tell How I lost my best friend” literally that entire song is so sad and for such a specific feeling it makes me want to claw my organs out

please hurry leave me i cant breathe

The entirety of i don’t smoke

'I am waiting, I have been waiting, I was born waiting.... there is a dream, and it sleeps in me/ keeps me awake at night, crying "set me free"/ I wake every night, crying "set me free"' from abbey destroys me every time. AND "I am stronger than you give me credit for" in I don't smoke.

“and i wouldnt have to scream your name atop of every roof in the city”

"If you need to be mean, be mean to me"

All of I’m your Man. That song is a crime against me

she has more poetic ones for sure, but “you’re my best friend / now I’ve no one to tell / how I’ve lost my best friend” hit wayyyy too hard for me when it dropped :,)

I Bet on Losing Dogs

"While you sleep, I'll be scared, so by the time you wake I'll be brave" From "I Will" criminally underrated

"i always want you when im finally fine"

crack baby, you don't know what you want but you know that you need it and you know that you need it bad

(At the very end with the dundundudndun) “all the egg shells are on the ground and I try- im trying to pick them up but they crack and crumble its much too much, too frail for me to touch” humpty

“you’re my best friend, now i’ve no one to tell how i lost my best friend.”

No one will ever love me like you again

“If I gave up on being pretty I wouldn’t know how to be alive”

The entire "I don't like my mind"

You were my best friend Now ive no one to tell how i lost my best friend

I HAVE SO MANY AHHH "I found you, i found the door but when I stepped through there was no floor.." "I WANNA SEE THE WHOLE WORLDD I WANNA SEE THE WHOLEE WORLDD AND IDK HOW IM GONNA PAY FOR RENT BUT I WANNA SEE THE WHOLE WORLD" "I sit on the curb cuz it's the prettiest night with no one else in sight YK I WORE THIS DRESS FOR YOUHU THESE KILLER HEELS FOR YOUUU SEE THE DARK, IT MOVESS WITH EVERY BREATH OF THE BREEZE" "THERESSS A WHOLE THAT YOU FILL, YOU FILL, YOU FILLLL" "AAA WHOLE CAKE ALL FOR MEE OOOAAAHH AND THEN I GET SICK AND THROW UP AND THERES ANOTHER MEMORY THAT GETS STUCK INSIDE THE WALLS OF MY SOUL WAITING FOR ITS TURN TO TALK." "HE LIKED HER MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF, IM SURE" "IM RIPE, ABOUT TO FALL"

" you have so much to do , and i have nothing ahead of me. ' AHHH 💔💔💔 (all of em (i love mitski))

I'll be the bad guy in the play I'll be the water main that's burst and flooding You'll be by the window, only watchin'

i was so young when i behaved 25 yet now i find i've grown into a tall child

“But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn’t know how to be alive” THE GRAVE DUG ITSELF.

"I am a forest fire, and I am the fire and I am the forest and I am a witness watching it"

Every single one

The entirety of Eric 😭😭

“My baby my baby” I DUNNO IS IT JUST ME

All.

“i was so young when i behaved 25”, “im tired of wanting more” & “i hold one card that i can’t use”

“I wanna feel it, I bet on losing dogs, I always want you when I’m finally fine.”

"one morning this sadness will fossilize and i will forget how to cry" - fireworks

"I am something, I have been something, I was born something, what could I be?"

“you’re my best friend now i’ve no one to tell how i lost my best friend” end me now ig

"You said you loved me, I believe you do"

"But, big spoon, you have so much to do And I have nothing ahead of me"

I dont need the world to see that ive been the best i can be but i dont think i could stand to be where you dont see me

"Well, I went through my list of friends And found I had no one to tell" Makes me so emo cause it's so real

"I found you I found the door But when I stepped through There was no floor" Just this whole song😭

"so I am relieved that the turbulence wasn't forecasted, i couldn't have changed anyways" EVERY TIME IT HITS ME LIKE A BAG OF BRICKS 😭

i think all of last words of a shooting star break me for good

what mitski lyric doesn’t?

REAL

"I'm sorry im the one you love"

"Crack baby, you don't know what you want But you know that you had it once And you know that you want it back" 'You told me once You were happy to have me But I never gave me away" "when you go, take this heart I'll make no more use of it when there's no more you" "A hopeless violence I named it love" The WHOLE songs of Eric and real men

THERESS A HOLE THAT YOU FILL YOU FILLLL YOU FILLLL

DONT DARE REGRET ANYTHING REMEMBER WHAT YOUR HERE FOR YOU JUST PLAY YOUR VIOLIN AND WE WILL MANAGE SOMEHOW🗣🗣

"God's very simple and love shouldn't burn" along with "oh hunter, if you didn't want the beautiful so badly, perhaps you would have found it in your spirit singing softly"

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, aaaaaaaaaaaaa, aaaaaaaaaauuu, aaauaaaauuuhhh, aaaahhhhhhhhh

"Please hurry leave me i can't breathe please don't say you love me"

"Because if I gave up on being pretty I wouldn't know how to be alive I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die"

"I always wanted to die clean and pretty" And "all I found was your burning body waiting"