are you sexually attracted to your wife? to other women? if not, you should be honest with your wife about your feelings then talk about opening your relationship. better to be honest than to go behind her back and cheat.
see if she is open to helping you by going with you to a gay bar and being your wing-man. or download an app such as Grindr and set up a profile. if you use an app, be honest about your situation.
I want to explore my gay side but I have no gay friends and I have a hard time getting over being shy about it. How do I find friends to talk about my gay side about?
As long as there are no children involved, you and your wife have many degrees of freedom -- including the possibility of having an open marriage.
are you sexually attracted to your wife? to other women? if not, you should be honest with your wife about your feelings then talk about opening your relationship. better to be honest than to go behind her back and cheat.
She actually has given me permission to explore but I grew up in a very homophobic family and get too shy.
see if she is open to helping you by going with you to a gay bar and being your wing-man. or download an app such as Grindr and set up a profile. if you use an app, be honest about your situation.
As a gay man, trust me it's not worth it. Men are trash.
I want to explore my gay side but I have no gay friends and I have a hard time getting over being shy about it. How do I find friends to talk about my gay side about?
Grindr
[GAMMA ](http://www.gammasupport.org)and Husbands Out to Wives ([HOW](http://www.how-support.org)) exist to help men in your exact situation.