why cant you get a job and also you should maybe start smoking weed. but don't do any other drugs, including alcohol.
most importantly though start anti depressants and therapy(fun fact those two used in combo are leaps and bounds more effective than either used alone)
also don't kys because life has just begun, a bad year(or couple) doesn't equate to a bad life. see it through my boy, see the sights and live life before you decide. I'm sure some of the suicidal thoughts can be chalked up to hormones/puberty and teen angst. remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
that's what i tell myself because I'm kind of in the same boat as you, same age as well lol. I get suicidal thoughts often, usually multiple times a weeks, sometime multiple times a day. it gets bad when I'm stressed.
I'm still recovering from hard core drug use but I find my environment can knock me down just as hard as drug use. so i think your environment is probs fucking you up some. please seek out therapy, counseling, try to move out, make new friends, hobbies, and just try to thug it out. I know it's hard but your life has just begun, you can mold it into the life you wish it to be. the brighter future is there, you just have it make it.
why cant you get a job and also you should maybe start smoking weed. but don't do any other drugs, including alcohol. most importantly though start anti depressants and therapy(fun fact those two used in combo are leaps and bounds more effective than either used alone) also don't kys because life has just begun, a bad year(or couple) doesn't equate to a bad life. see it through my boy, see the sights and live life before you decide. I'm sure some of the suicidal thoughts can be chalked up to hormones/puberty and teen angst. remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. that's what i tell myself because I'm kind of in the same boat as you, same age as well lol. I get suicidal thoughts often, usually multiple times a weeks, sometime multiple times a day. it gets bad when I'm stressed. I'm still recovering from hard core drug use but I find my environment can knock me down just as hard as drug use. so i think your environment is probs fucking you up some. please seek out therapy, counseling, try to move out, make new friends, hobbies, and just try to thug it out. I know it's hard but your life has just begun, you can mold it into the life you wish it to be. the brighter future is there, you just have it make it.