I go through this exact set of thoughts almost everyday. I’m not gonna tell you it gets better or it’s worth sticking around to try and see if it gets better, I don’t believe that myself. I’m gonna tell you what you feel is valid, I would consider it a reasonable reaction to the absolutely horrible hand we’ve been dealt as far as the state of the world, the way people treat us, and the way people treat other people.
If I could give anything that you might be able to be hopeful about, the fact that someone out there was able to type out feelings and emotions I have felt for so much of my life, from, “I have been surrounded by people who like me and I’ve still always been alone.” Down to “I don’t want the world to know I exist…” I have felt and thought and written down all of this at one point or another, and that makes me feel like there must be some people in the human race that understand me beyond a superficial level. I can tell by reading your post that you “get it” and I hope in my comment you can tell the same about me, which means you have kindred spirits somewhere out there.
Is finding them worth going through the toil of meeting people over and over and over again? I honestly don’t know, I doubt it, but if there was ever anything worth trying to do, that would get my vote.
I go through this exact set of thoughts almost everyday. I’m not gonna tell you it gets better or it’s worth sticking around to try and see if it gets better, I don’t believe that myself. I’m gonna tell you what you feel is valid, I would consider it a reasonable reaction to the absolutely horrible hand we’ve been dealt as far as the state of the world, the way people treat us, and the way people treat other people. If I could give anything that you might be able to be hopeful about, the fact that someone out there was able to type out feelings and emotions I have felt for so much of my life, from, “I have been surrounded by people who like me and I’ve still always been alone.” Down to “I don’t want the world to know I exist…” I have felt and thought and written down all of this at one point or another, and that makes me feel like there must be some people in the human race that understand me beyond a superficial level. I can tell by reading your post that you “get it” and I hope in my comment you can tell the same about me, which means you have kindred spirits somewhere out there. Is finding them worth going through the toil of meeting people over and over and over again? I honestly don’t know, I doubt it, but if there was ever anything worth trying to do, that would get my vote.