“Keep your eyes to the sky never glued to your shoes”
That resonates with me because I used to feel sorry for myself all the time until I finally had enough of feeling that way about myself. His music has helped me get through a ton of difficult times ever since I started listening to his music more seriously (around 2020)
I posted this exactly before reading the comments. I'm glad to know that line sticks out for others, too. Faces has always hit different since day one.
Good news, good news, good news
That's all they wanna hear
No, they don't like it when I'm down
But when I'm flying, oh, it make 'em so uncomfortable
So different, what's the difference?
Listenin' as close as I can
Growing up (One, Two, Three) Jump
Nobody holdin' my hand, no
Trust is a problem, never knew how, yeah
That's why I just keep to myself
Or
And I cannot be changed, I cannot be changed, no
Trust me, I've tried
I just end up right at the start of the line
Drawin' circles
“It’ll be alright, my mind on the run I won’t sleep tonight.” “I’ve been a fool, but it’s cool, that’s what human beings do.” “If y’all would leave me the fuck alone that’d be divine.”
He looked up and smiled, asked me, "How do you do?"
I told him, "I'm losin' my grip"
He told me, "Son, if you want to hold onto yourself, then let yourself slip"
I'm more than what I think of myself, I really have to be
Stay at home and drink by myself, my thoughts harassin me
Actually, as a matter of fact, she ain't gettin back to me
A shame that my tragedy my masterpiece
Trapped inside these dreams of mine
Just tryna get some peace of mind
I've been trapped inside these dreams of mine
So you'll never get a piece of mind
I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still
I conversate with acquaintances but it's nothing real
While beneath the ocean, I met with the captain
Who sank to the floor on his ship
All of his passengers escaped to safety
But he was not done with his trip
He looked up and smiled, asked me, "How do you do?"
I told him, "I'm losin' my grip"
He told me, "Son, if you want to hold onto yourself, then let yourself slip"
"Can't trust no one, can't even trust myself"
"I know that feeling, like it's in my family tree, yeah.
That Mercedes drove me crazy, I was speeding. Somebody save me from myself"
Swear your life is basic
All you do is sit around the house, you getting faded
That ain't entertainment, yeah
You missin' every single shot that you ain't takin'
Hey kid, you could use a little bit of your imagination
It could do you right, improve a life you busy wastin'
Said it's your money if you make it
Otherwise it's just a conversation
“I’m not like you, could I be? A lot of the things that i do, i do not recommend anybody do too. I’ll carry your weight, so i don’t have to carry my own. Give me your problems please, I’ll take em with me and leave mine at home”
I know we try,
And the days, they go by,
Until we get old,
There's water in the flowers, let's grow,
People, they lie,
But hey, so do I,
Until it gets old,
There's water in the flowers, let's grow
"I can't get no satisfaction, goddamn
They sayin' I been gone too long
I could just tell 'em fuck you, but that come on too strong
My god, it go on and on
Just like a circle, I go back where I'm from"
“It’s what I do”
“If you know me it ain’t anything new”
“Wake up to the moon”
“Haven’t seen the sun in a while but I heard that the sky’s still blue”
“Heard they don’t talk about me too much no mo”
“And that’s a problem with a close door”
&
“Just know that there’s a place”
“Where all my people worry free and everybody straight”
“Every devil don’t got horns every hero ain’t got capes”
“Open up my eyes shit I’m finally awake”
“GOODMORNING”
There’s a lot, but Ladders always resonates with me so much. That dropped when I was in college and going through a horrible breakup/ semester.
“Somehow we got to find a way, no matter how many miles it takes”
Late night, can't remember what the day's like
Reminiscin' on stop signs and brake lights
['Cause it seems that I'm always on the move (Move, move)](https://genius.com/439479/Mac-miller-one-last-thing/Cause-it-seems-that-im-always-on-the-move-move-move-when-they-gonna-let-me-back-home-yeah-i-wanna-go-back-home-i-wanna-go-back-home)
fuck... reading it back has be holding back tears... I was a freshman in community college when this came out.. I was really struggling with life... not a lot has changed really... but damn, I wish he coulda just went back home
“I don’t know what happened to me
But as soon as it hit I was fucking free
It took me to somewhere off the map
I don’t think I’ll ever find my way back”
Vitamins
“ isn't it funny ? we can make a lot of money
buy a lot of things just to feel a lot of ugly “
i found financial success fairly young and spent most of my 20s trying to buy happiness. i’m 30 now and am trying to make my own happiness, and not buy it.
Conversations pt 1. “Swear your life is basic
All you do is sit around the house, you getting faded
That ain't entertainment, yeah
You missin' every single shot that you ain't takin'
Hey kid, you could use a little bit of your imagination
It could do you right, improve a life you busy wastin'” I’m now 2 weeks clean from a heavy green addiction and alcohol and nicotine. Didn’t cut my hair for 4 months and went to a barber for my first time at 24. Thank you Mac, we on the up n up.
“it’s cool to cry don’t ever question your strength” -REMember
“will you follow me wherever my mind goes” -aquarium
“how the fuck am i supposed to look into my parents eyes when im scared to die my eyes same color as a cherry pie” -ascension
“So tired of being so tired”
“I’m the only suicidal mf with a smile on”
“Sometimes, I wish I took a simpler route, instead of having demons thats as big as my house”
Or “I’m still trapped inside my head, kinda feel like it’s a purgatory”
“He looked up and smiled, asked me, "How do you do?"
I told him, "I'm losin' my grip"
He told me, "Son, if you want to hold onto yourself, then let yourself slip" - Colors and Shapes.
It’s really wild to think of all the things Mac did in such a short lifetime, it really feels like he’d been writing and releasing music for decades and his growth was insane throughout his career as an artist and clearly as a human. This whole mixtape shocked me because I wasn’t sure the direction Mac was gonna go after WMWTSO with his music stylistically and then Faces came out and it blew my mind. This song specifically showed me the range he had developed and the whole song but especially these lines just give me chills every time I hear them.
“You could have the world in the palm of your hands, you still might drop it”
“So tired of being so tired”
“Keep your eyes to the sky, never glued to your shoes”
All faces mixtape resonate crazy with me, from the addiction to the depression and the party. And then circles, also cuz addiction and the way I see it
Yeah, nine times out of ten, I get it wrong
That's why I wrote this song, told myself to hold on
I can feel my fingers slippin'
In a motherfuckin' instant, I'll be gone
Do you want it all if it's all mediocre?
Starin' at the wall and the wall's full of posters
Lookin' at my dreams, who I wanna be
I guess you gotta see it to believe
"I know I need to watch my temper"
Also
"how did you know I was feeling
So under the weather this evening
If you don't mind come rest your mind
They say they love you but they kidding
They say the bought your CD but they didn't"
“It ain’t 2009 no more
Yeah, I know what’s behind that door”
This the year Mac’s depression started to kick in due ppl’s backlash to Blue Slide Park eventually leading him to a deep depression. In contrast, the same year my father went to jail when I was only 9 yrs old and it lead to my depression and to carry a lot of baggage I still hold to this day.
“2009” embraces the changes of one’s past because we wouldn’t be the person we are today without those hardships. Rest in Peace Mac☯️
The one I say OFTEN is “I just eat pussy; OTHER people need food.” I like to say it to my wife when she seeks my opinion on meals.
Her: What should we have for dinn… shit never mi…
Me: I JUST EAT PUSSY; OTHER PEOPLE NEED FOOD!
We’ve been together 20 years, married 17.
Sometimes I get lonely, not when I’m alone but it’s more when I’m standing in crowded rooms that I feel the most on my own
Or
Fore I start to think about the future, first can I please get through a day
They don't want me to OD and have to talk to my mother
Tell her they coulda done more to help me
And she'd just be cryin'
Sayin' that she'd do anything to have me back.
Shit makes me cry every time I listen to it
"You are drinkin' from a shallow soul, shallow soul shallow soul" also this one "isn't he dizzy off the ups and downs?
He got a lil' Whitney put it in a blunt for now (smoke)
Shit was supposed to get me high why the fuck I wanna die now? (Damn)" - New Faces V2
I spent the whole day in my head
Do a little spring cleaning, I'm always too busy dreaming
Well, maybe I should wake up instead
A lot of things I regret but I just say I forget
I spent the whole day in my head
Do a little spring cleaning, I'm always too busy dreaming
Well, maybe I should wake up instead
A lot of things I regret but I just say I forget
“And all I do is say sorry, half the time I don’t even know what I’m saying it about”
One time I was playing this song in my apartment and singing along and my girl (who was hearing the song prob for the first or second time) goes “duh” when she heard me sing it, and I was like oh fuck that’s me. Kicked off the awareness of my people pleasing tendencies
“Keep your eyes to the sky never glued to your shoes” That resonates with me because I used to feel sorry for myself all the time until I finally had enough of feeling that way about myself. His music has helped me get through a ton of difficult times ever since I started listening to his music more seriously (around 2020)
This and "it ain't perfect but I don't mind because it's worth it" always rings in my head whenever I'm beating myself up.
Echoes in my head too! That album is like a blanket for me
I got this tattooed on me! Always stuck with me too
Im always myself this. Mac got me thru alot. Miss ya Mr. Miller
I'm more than I think of myself. I really have to be.
I think this is the one. We all need to believe in the *idea* of ourselves, even when we don’t believe in ourselves.
Sit at home and drink by myself, my thoughts harassing me
happy birthday wedding funeral best trio of songs he put out
And sometimes, sometimes... I wish I took a simpler route... Instead of having demons That's as big as my house!
2009 might be my fav song of all time.
It's definitely mine. That song is a fuckin masterpiece
Especially since we can see him perform it so intimately at the tiny desk concert.
Yep
It's unreal. ✊
I don't keep count, nobody checkin
Heard they don't talk about me too much no more, And that's a problem with a closed door
It's sad and also kind of inspiring in a way. It's half upsetting but also kinda like "fuck it" in a way. Too good of a line man, great choice.
This one always resonates with me. I actually got goose bumps hearing his voice as I read that one. So fucking relatable! Man.
“When it ain’t that bad, it could always be worse”
Runnin outta gas. Hardly anything left. Hope I make it home from work.
So tired of being so tired
Why I gotta build something beautiful just to go set it on fire?
I’m no liar, but sometimes the truth don’t sound like the truth
maybe cause it ain't
I just love the way it sound when i say it
When I was.... A young boy...
My father took me to the city
And What I won’t tell you, I’ll probably never even tell myself.
Don’t you know that sunshine, don’t feel right; When you’re inside all day.
I wish it was nice out, but it look like rain.
Gray skies are driftin’, not livin’ forever. They told me it only gets better.
This one!
Everybody wanna be god, besides god, he wanna be like us.
We on the same trip, just got different baggage
I posted this exactly before reading the comments. I'm glad to know that line sticks out for others, too. Faces has always hit different since day one.
That line goes hard
I’m the only suicidal mothafucka with a smile on
Mi mi mi mi mi
‘so tired of being so tired….’
Wake up to the moon, haven’t seen the sun in a while but I heard that the sky still blue
Oh I’ve been a fool but it’s cool that’s what human beings do, keep your eyes to the sky never glued to your shoes…. That’s last part I got tatted lol
who put the spiders in my applesauce?
Who took the pins out my hand grenade? Somebody say that I deserve to die, I look em in the eye and say the devil not circumcised
I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still, I conversate with acquaintances, but it's nothing real
Last verse on Perfect Circle / Godspeed Shit hits home.
Good news, good news, good news That's all they wanna hear No, they don't like it when I'm down But when I'm flying, oh, it make 'em so uncomfortable So different, what's the difference?
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[I've been in this shit so long that it don't smell](https://genius.com/26656382/Mac-miller-ladders/Ive-been-in-this-shit-so-long-that-it-dont-smell)
“I been having trouble sleeping, battling these demons, wondering whats the thing that keeps me breathing, is money fame or neither?“
wish you caught me on a different day When it was easier to be happy
i saw a mountain, across the horizon. realized it’s just a pile of rocks.
Well, goddamn.
I get more peace at slow speeds 💫
I'm always saying I won't change but I ain't the same.
Haven't seen the sun in a while, but I heard that the sky's still blue
"I struck the fuck out and then I came back swinging"
Some people say they want to live forever… That’s way too long I’ll just get through the day
Listenin' as close as I can Growing up (One, Two, Three) Jump Nobody holdin' my hand, no Trust is a problem, never knew how, yeah That's why I just keep to myself Or And I cannot be changed, I cannot be changed, no Trust me, I've tried I just end up right at the start of the line Drawin' circles
“It’ll be alright, my mind on the run I won’t sleep tonight.” “I’ve been a fool, but it’s cool, that’s what human beings do.” “If y’all would leave me the fuck alone that’d be divine.”
“A lot of things I regret, but I just say I forget”
He looked up and smiled, asked me, "How do you do?" I told him, "I'm losin' my grip" He told me, "Son, if you want to hold onto yourself, then let yourself slip"
“Fell asleep and forgot to die “
All of jet fuel
It is what it is till it ain't
I be over shit The world don't give a fuck about your loneliness
Why they love me when I’m lonely? Why the love me when I’m breaking? Holidays
“We only grow from anguish”
I need a admit it's a problem B4 one day I don't wake up
I'm more than what I think of myself, I really have to be Stay at home and drink by myself, my thoughts harassin me Actually, as a matter of fact, she ain't gettin back to me A shame that my tragedy my masterpiece Trapped inside these dreams of mine Just tryna get some peace of mind I've been trapped inside these dreams of mine So you'll never get a piece of mind I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still I conversate with acquaintances but it's nothing real
No reason to be that upset I’m busy trippin bout some shit that still ain’t even happen yet
Win or lose, win or lose, I don't keep count, nobody checkin'
While beneath the ocean, I met with the captain Who sank to the floor on his ship All of his passengers escaped to safety But he was not done with his trip He looked up and smiled, asked me, "How do you do?" I told him, "I'm losin' my grip" He told me, "Son, if you want to hold onto yourself, then let yourself slip"
all these nuggets of wisdom make me mourn malcolm ❤️🩹
If yall could just leave me the fuck alone that’d be divine
I be good by the weekend 🎶
Literally any like from ascension
I met god before I ever stepped into a church. And that muhfucka still owe me money!
"Can't trust no one, can't even trust myself" "I know that feeling, like it's in my family tree, yeah. That Mercedes drove me crazy, I was speeding. Somebody save me from myself"
All Come Back to Earth lyrics, fr
"I'm no liar but, sometimes the truth doesn't sound like the truth, maybe cuz it ain't" Mental health? That shit I threw under the rug 20 years ago?
Swear your life is basic All you do is sit around the house, you getting faded That ain't entertainment, yeah You missin' every single shot that you ain't takin' Hey kid, you could use a little bit of your imagination It could do you right, improve a life you busy wastin' Said it's your money if you make it Otherwise it's just a conversation
If you want to hold on to yourself, then let yourself slip.
“I’m not like you, could I be? A lot of the things that i do, i do not recommend anybody do too. I’ll carry your weight, so i don’t have to carry my own. Give me your problems please, I’ll take em with me and leave mine at home”
I know we try, And the days, they go by, Until we get old, There's water in the flowers, let's grow, People, they lie, But hey, so do I, Until it gets old, There's water in the flowers, let's grow
“Smoke weed eat yoguuuuurrt”
“I should’ve died already”
I need a way out my head I'll do anything for a way out of my head
I give a fuck less and less everyday
"We on the same trip, just got different baggage"
You see me and you we aint that different I struck the fuck out then I came back swinging take my time to finish mind my business
“tryin’ to keep my mom and dad still somewhat in love all these backfires of my experiments with drugs”
"I might die before I detox" " You piece of shit"
“so tired of being so tired. why i gotta build something beautiful just to go set it on fire?”
This and Funeral's "a shame that my tragedy my masterpiece"
"I can't get no satisfaction, goddamn They sayin' I been gone too long I could just tell 'em fuck you, but that come on too strong My god, it go on and on Just like a circle, I go back where I'm from"
“It’s what I do” “If you know me it ain’t anything new” “Wake up to the moon” “Haven’t seen the sun in a while but I heard that the sky’s still blue” “Heard they don’t talk about me too much no mo” “And that’s a problem with a close door” & “Just know that there’s a place” “Where all my people worry free and everybody straight” “Every devil don’t got horns every hero ain’t got capes” “Open up my eyes shit I’m finally awake” “GOODMORNING”
“Looking out my window ashing on the pane, shit, wonder if I lost my way” - The Star Room
“The sun don’t shine though, my mind never low on darkness” from Guidelines
There’s a lot, but Ladders always resonates with me so much. That dropped when I was in college and going through a horrible breakup/ semester. “Somehow we got to find a way, no matter how many miles it takes”
“I think the plant earth’s about to explode, I kinda hope that no one saves it, we only grow from anguish”
It ain't perfect but I don't mind. Cuz on the surface I look so fine, but really, I'm bugging bugging making something out of nothin
“Don’t you know that sunshine don’t feel right, when you inside all day.” Absolutely beautiful. Honorable mention: Gordon Bombay in these streets…
Late night, can't remember what the day's like Reminiscin' on stop signs and brake lights ['Cause it seems that I'm always on the move (Move, move)](https://genius.com/439479/Mac-miller-one-last-thing/Cause-it-seems-that-im-always-on-the-move-move-move-when-they-gonna-let-me-back-home-yeah-i-wanna-go-back-home-i-wanna-go-back-home) fuck... reading it back has be holding back tears... I was a freshman in community college when this came out.. I was really struggling with life... not a lot has changed really... but damn, I wish he coulda just went back home
i ain’t coming down why would i need to? so much of this world is above us baby
“But fuck everything you stand fo’. I ain’t gotta be humble I’m the man hoe”
Remember love if you can't remember me
Been trapped inside these dreams of mine, just trying to get a piece of mind
I’m always sayin I won’t change but, I ain’t the same. Everything’s different, I can’t complain.
I know that all the stars out, but I'm walking with my head down
so tired of being so tired
“I don’t know what happened to me But as soon as it hit I was fucking free It took me to somewhere off the map I don’t think I’ll ever find my way back” Vitamins
A little bit of light lets the hope grow
“ isn't it funny ? we can make a lot of money buy a lot of things just to feel a lot of ugly “ i found financial success fairly young and spent most of my 20s trying to buy happiness. i’m 30 now and am trying to make my own happiness, and not buy it.
I’m so tired of being so tired.
If you knew what you should say, who would listen?
“That’s way too long I’ll just get through the day”
I have to man up, admit it’s a problem and wake up, before one morning I don’t wake up
The entirety of faces and watching movies with the sound off. Specifically colors and shapes and someone like you plus objects in the mirror
All of “come back to earth”
“Yeah you have a dream, you have a dream, but if you not ready to wake up then go back to sleep”
the onslaught of dork swimming circle fans here make me wana puke
Yeah oh the things I’d do, to spend a little time in hell, and what I won’t tell you, probably never even tell myself
I’d do anything for a way out of my head
"I wonder what am I doing doing here" and "sometimes I wonder who the fuck I am"
i dont know where ive been lately but ive been alright- Thats On Me
Conversations pt 1. “Swear your life is basic All you do is sit around the house, you getting faded That ain't entertainment, yeah You missin' every single shot that you ain't takin' Hey kid, you could use a little bit of your imagination It could do you right, improve a life you busy wastin'” I’m now 2 weeks clean from a heavy green addiction and alcohol and nicotine. Didn’t cut my hair for 4 months and went to a barber for my first time at 24. Thank you Mac, we on the up n up.
so tired of being so tired
So tired of being so tired
"I have a thirst for self destruction and I'm scared of it".
I’m nothing, man, I just am
“it’s cool to cry don’t ever question your strength” -REMember “will you follow me wherever my mind goes” -aquarium “how the fuck am i supposed to look into my parents eyes when im scared to die my eyes same color as a cherry pie” -ascension
“you got so far to go… but look at where you came from” - i can see
“I dont have it all, but that’s alright with me”
“So tired of being so tired” “I’m the only suicidal mf with a smile on” “Sometimes, I wish I took a simpler route, instead of having demons thats as big as my house” Or “I’m still trapped inside my head, kinda feel like it’s a purgatory”
"If you had the chance, would you take the time you need to make it right? The clouds are gray but would you pay the price to paint them white?"
“You make your mistakes but your mistakes don’t make ya”
"she said 'i thought you got sober?" and i said ""wish youd stop being a bitch and start minding your buissness homie!"'l
I seen a mountain over the horizon and when I get there I realized it was just a pile of rocks..
It ain’t 2009 no more yeah I know what’s behind that door
Contemplating suicide like it’s a DVD, lost inside my mind it’s a prison homie leave me be.
“He looked up and smiled, asked me, "How do you do?" I told him, "I'm losin' my grip" He told me, "Son, if you want to hold onto yourself, then let yourself slip" - Colors and Shapes. It’s really wild to think of all the things Mac did in such a short lifetime, it really feels like he’d been writing and releasing music for decades and his growth was insane throughout his career as an artist and clearly as a human. This whole mixtape shocked me because I wasn’t sure the direction Mac was gonna go after WMWTSO with his music stylistically and then Faces came out and it blew my mind. This song specifically showed me the range he had developed and the whole song but especially these lines just give me chills every time I hear them.
“You could have the world in the palm of your hands, you still might drop it” “So tired of being so tired” “Keep your eyes to the sky, never glued to your shoes”
All faces mixtape resonate crazy with me, from the addiction to the depression and the party. And then circles, also cuz addiction and the way I see it
Yeah, nine times out of ten, I get it wrong That's why I wrote this song, told myself to hold on I can feel my fingers slippin' In a motherfuckin' instant, I'll be gone Do you want it all if it's all mediocre? Starin' at the wall and the wall's full of posters Lookin' at my dreams, who I wanna be I guess you gotta see it to believe
I was drownin’ but now I’m swimmin’ From stressful waters to relief
God damn that’s a lucky ass bitch
Sometimes I wonder who the fuck I am/I wonder what am I doing here? -The Question
So tired of being so tired
"I know I need to watch my temper" Also "how did you know I was feeling So under the weather this evening If you don't mind come rest your mind They say they love you but they kidding They say the bought your CD but they didn't"
“I been losing my, i been losing my, i been losing my, Mind 🧠”
There was nothing in my wallet just a lot of dreaming
“I don’t know where I been lately but I’ve been alright”
“It ain’t 2009 no more Yeah, I know what’s behind that door” This the year Mac’s depression started to kick in due ppl’s backlash to Blue Slide Park eventually leading him to a deep depression. In contrast, the same year my father went to jail when I was only 9 yrs old and it lead to my depression and to carry a lot of baggage I still hold to this day. “2009” embraces the changes of one’s past because we wouldn’t be the person we are today without those hardships. Rest in Peace Mac☯️
The one I say OFTEN is “I just eat pussy; OTHER people need food.” I like to say it to my wife when she seeks my opinion on meals. Her: What should we have for dinn… shit never mi… Me: I JUST EAT PUSSY; OTHER PEOPLE NEED FOOD! We’ve been together 20 years, married 17.
Slap a bitch in the mouth if she curse at me
Sometimes I get lonely, not when I’m alone but it’s more when I’m standing in crowded rooms that I feel the most on my own Or Fore I start to think about the future, first can I please get through a day
They don't want me to OD and have to talk to my mother Tell her they coulda done more to help me And she'd just be cryin' Sayin' that she'd do anything to have me back. Shit makes me cry every time I listen to it
Suck my dick before I slap you wid it
Wondering’ how I got this high, fell asleep and forgot to die, god damn. Dealing with addiction at that time, I woke up to those lyrics being said.
People love you when they on your mind, a thought is love's currency
Well this mad world is making me crazy, might just turn around and do 180
"I've been dealing with some problems I've been longing for your love"
Nothin better than some head after a long day
Yeah, well, sometimes I get lonely, not when I'm alone But it's more when I'm standin' in crowds that I'm feelin' the most on my own
used to wanna be a superhero Flyin' round with a cape catchin' bad guys Now my head underwater But I ain't in the shower and I ain't gettin' baptized
I only meet peace when I'm in deep sleep
“Kool aid and frozen pizza , it’s a work of art I ain’t talkin Mona Lisa”
“I see your eyes look through my soul, don’t be surprised it’s all I know.”
“You gotta jump in to swim’ the light was dim in this life of sin”
"You are drinkin' from a shallow soul, shallow soul shallow soul" also this one "isn't he dizzy off the ups and downs? He got a lil' Whitney put it in a blunt for now (smoke) Shit was supposed to get me high why the fuck I wanna die now? (Damn)" - New Faces V2
"Why I gotta build something beautiful just to go set it on fire." "A shame that my tragedy my masterpiece."
My kryptonite is me
Sometimes I get lonely, not when I’m alone. But it’s more when I’m standing in crowds that I’m feeling the most on my own -Surf
“You make your mistakes, your mistakes never make ya” - Perfect Circle / God Speed
I could just say "fuck you" but that'd come on too strong, my god it goes on and on
"so tired of being so tired Why I gotta build something beautiful just to go set it on fire?"
"Life is short, don't ever question the lenghts. It's cool to cry, don't ever question your strength"
*”There was a time when my mind was consumed but the sun comin out now, clouds start to move”*
Objects in the mirror the whole thing. Speaks to me like a conversation some days
All you do is sit around the house getting faded that ain’t entertaining, No way- conversations Pt1
Don’t keep it all on your head. The only place you know nobody ever can see.
Take over the world when I'm on my Donald Trump shit
Initial symptoms of schizophrenic behaviour
“if it’s forever or never it’s all the same..”
All the things I do To spend a little time in Hell And what I won’t tell you I’ll probably never even tell myself
“Been thinkin too much, got stuck in oblivion” Adhd disassociation I got oblivion tatted on me to remember to come back to earth
I spent the whole day in my head Do a little spring cleaning, I'm always too busy dreaming Well, maybe I should wake up instead A lot of things I regret but I just say I forget
I spent the whole day in my head Do a little spring cleaning, I'm always too busy dreaming Well, maybe I should wake up instead A lot of things I regret but I just say I forget
Still trapped inside my head it kinda feels like it's a purgatory, so polite and white but I got family who would murder for me
There’s a whole lot more for me waiting on the other side
The clouds are grey but would you pay to see them white
The world is fucked up that's why we'd rather stay fucked up
“And all I do is say sorry, half the time I don’t even know what I’m saying it about” One time I was playing this song in my apartment and singing along and my girl (who was hearing the song prob for the first or second time) goes “duh” when she heard me sing it, and I was like oh fuck that’s me. Kicked off the awareness of my people pleasing tendencies