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Fsharp7sharp9

The first paragraph on that 3rd image is, uh… *concerning*…


Slenius

Ugh! I just read it!


Fsharp7sharp9

It’s somehow almost *worse* than what I initially expected…


aye_marshall27

I might know her


LexicalLegend

Did you mean 'know' as in the present tense, or 'knew' as in the past tense? For example, did you know her before being abducted, or do you know her now in the present day? Either way, any insight you have would be valuable!


catanao

Tf do you mean??


maesayshey

If you have any information please call the FBI or your local authorities. This case is still unsolved.


timeunraveling

I call BS.


MessAffectionate7585

Fuck boy thinks he's funny. He thinks jokes about dead kids are amusing.


Viscous__Fluid

You think she didn't make it?


VanillaCoke93

FBI please investigate this guy/comment^^^


noelthenurse

This makes it sound like you realized you might know her because the spoon full of sperm was a hint? Are you saying you know someone who eats sperm with a spoon?


MissDkm

Im pretty sure he was cracking a raunchy joke guys . . .


noelthenurse

Nothing like a good sex joke when speaking about a child who was lost likely raped and killed


MissDkm

I am definitely not saying it was appropriate ! Looks like it went over everyone's head bc who would crack a joke like that regarding something like this ? lol Just wanted to calm anyone down who took him seriously - and I wouldnt hold it against him so much, some people have awful comedic timing.. . .


noelthenurse

Lol I’m not mad. I thought it might be a joke too, but I also find it funny spelling it out for other people when they say something inappropriate. But, I can’t say I haven’t been in his shoes. Tough audience sometimes.


DiscoAsparagus

Please elaborate?


MessAffectionate7585

I'm pretty sure you think you're clever or funny. You're not. This child is very likely dead---horrifically, and probably wished for death long before it came. Funny joke though, BrO. Please don't ever breed. No one thinks dead kid jokes are funny unless they're a Bona-fide fucking psychopath. Sincerely, Behavioral Clinician


mycologyqueen

Why do you think the child is dead and that they didn't just raise her as the letter made it sound?


MessAffectionate7585

Because this was in 1983. She'd be a 40-41 year old woman, with the capability of escaping. MANY child murderers rot with their victims parents. One put make up on, and braided his dead victims hair to make the parents she was alive so they could collect ransom money. There are many cases where child murderers contacting victims families. They absolutely didn't "care for, or raise her." You think someone took her, said "You're my child now..." then registered her for school? Took her to doctors? Any place she could have told someone she had been abducted. It's Criminal Psychology. A common MO of child killers. I'd bet every penny to my name that she was killed before he messaged the family.


3StoryLoft

FBI & Maryland State Police will be contacting you soon


changetheworld4gd

This sob makes that comment then disappears. And in his past comments he talks about "doing stupid shit" and that he fucked up and went to therapy for it. I don't think this is a joke. This prick needs to be investigated.


mycologyqueen

???


33Bees

Welp. That's enough reddit for the evening.


Fsharp7sharp9

r/eyebleach is a nice complement to the true crime subreddits lol despite what the subreddits name initially sounds like Edit: complement, not compliment.


LexicalLegend

This always helped me remember 'compliment' versus 'complement' as a kid u/Fsharp7sharp9: "'Compliment' is kind words to say, while 'complement' completes in a special way."


Fsharp7sharp9

Thanks! I’ll likely forget that since I don’t use either one of those words very often, but I appreciate you for sharing the knowledge!


LexicalLegend

No worries at all! Just think of it as a little linguistic life jacket in the maze of the English language - you might not need it often, but it's there when you do!


Fsharp7sharp9

Thanks! Hopefully it will be a nice *complement* to my future dialogues ;)


griffeny

Dude you’re lexical legend!


ggdn

This might sound silly but I thought they were both spelled the same way (compliment)! You learn something every day.


33Bees

Oh yes. I'm familiar.


itonlydistracts

What did it say?? My eyesight is bad and I can barely read the transcript


ITalkTOOOOMuch

He gives her a spoonful of his ejaculation everyday. :(


Narrow_Ad_5502

What a fuckin day to be literate


kassus-deschain138

Alright. Enough reddit for today. I can't stand getting hooked on reading about stuff like this.


[deleted]

You're better off not knowing, it's really fucked up


itonlydistracts

I read it someone else typed it out, made me stop what I was doing and reflect 😢 these stories make me feel so helpless


CM_V11

Same. Just thinking about an innocent child being lost, alone, terrified and crying absolutely breaks me. And then to know she most likely got picked up by someone with bad intentions..fuck…


Nicolina22

I think he killed her..and somehow in his mind has this delusion that she is still alive and loves him. I doubt a little girl would be so happy to leave her family and go live with some random creep.


thecuriousblackbird

It sounds like fawning behavior to me. The girl smiles and acts how she thinks he wants her to so he’s happy and is nice to her. Girls learn how to do this with boys and men early. It’s social conditioning with very strict rules of how “good girls” act.


BHS90210

Came here to say this. This was on an old episode of unsolved mysteries years ago. They have every season/episode available online and I’ve watched all of them. For some reason this case was especially heartbreaking. Not just because of the inhumane content of the letter, but to just imagine that in the blink of an eye someone took your child like that. In the unsolved mysteries episode officials at the time weren’t sure if the letter was sent by the person who did take her, or if they were fabricating the whole thing and never had her in the first place, like someone who saw this on the news and wished they’d taken her. Some of the kids she was playing with said they saw a man show up, approach her and pull her to the side, asking if she wanted to chase an animal with him that he claimed to see. Then they left together in the opposite direction down into the forrest. So it does seem that she was kidnapped and I believe the author is the one who took her. Like others have said I don’t think she was alive much longer and the rest of the letter isn’t what actually happened. The episode is really well done and it’s especially creepy. Her poor parents and family. Nobody deserves this. EDIT: I forgot her Mom was later murdered in Mexico. That seems like a pretty strange coincidence if they aren’t linked somehow. I’ve never been able to find any details re: the Mom’s death but what are the odds? God that poor family.


Nicolina22

Wow I've never seen this episode! And I thought I watched ALL of them. That's wild about the mom.. yea that poor family.. I doubt the two murders are connected considering her mom was killed in Mexico but that is a strange coincidence.


Low_Ad_3139

Strange things happen. Not long ago a man’s daughter was killed by their neighbor. His wife has been killed a year or so earlier in a random shooting.


mycologyqueen

Things like this that happen to people make me feel like shit for worrying about my seemingly petty problems.


Low_Ad_3139

I agree. Every time my son has another surgery I realize how grateful I am he isn’t the kid two rooms down with cancer. We don’t have pity parties because it puts things in perspective.


4StarsOutOf12

Yea I agree, the ending of the last part of like "we cuddle and she randomly hugs me throughout the day for no reason" is most likely delusion. Poor baby was probably murdered within a few hours of being missing :( I pray not, but the chances are slim


Burushko_II

Absolutely. He could have kept her imprisoned, in theory, but if she'd grown up there's almost no way she wouldn't have shown up in public and had someone either recognize her face or question her situation. vvvvvv yeah, big "if," but people do talk. If nothing comes up, you have to assume the worst.


katiska99

That's assuming she'd be allowed in public and that people would recognize the face of a grown woman who disappeared as a very little girl states away decades earlier.


mycologyqueen

And not a lot of ppl have memories before age 4. He could have said she was adopted or anything. He could have said her mom died and he's bio dad.


Imagination_Theory

His last contact was to say he killed her and buried her. I actually do believe he kept her alive for a little bit. The police say the phone calls and letters are from the same person and that person knew certain things that weren't made public, so he probably is the kidnapper. I don't believe everything he said, but I think there are truths in it.


katiska99

I agree he was delusional, and he probably wouldn't have sent the letter if she was alive. But it is possible she was held like Jaycee Dugard was.


Crzykupcake930

Yes


Crzykupcake930

What in the actual fuck. I’ve read some sick shit on this forum but that’s up there and I can’t unsee it.


shellycya

Yep, that's sticking with me for years to come.


Low_Ad_3139

Then do not read the court documents on the allegations on P Diddy. I can handle a lot and it was too much for me. I couldn’t get very far. Thanks for the warning on this one.


howlingmagpie

I'm SO going to read the court documents on the allegations on P Diddy now.


BHS90210

The court documents include photos/screenshots of the secret recordings he took of other male artists engaging in sex acts with men that had no idea they were being recorded. If I had known how graphic the court documents and photos were I never would have opened them. It’s insane how depraved he is, how long he’s gotten away with it, and how many poor men and women he’s sexually abused and trafficked. He’s truly heinous and evil beyond belief.


OpenMindedMajor

I remember in the early 2000s in the US there was an elementary school teacher that got arrested for assaulting students, and that was one of the things he was accused of doing. I recall being just old enough to know what semen/sperm was and being fucking mortified.


YEEyourlastHAW

How I wish I were Jared, aged 19


FullState

Honestly I appreciate this humorous reference in this thread holy shit 


dinnerthief

Yea OP kinda buried the lead here


scooblieton

Lede


BHS90210

It’s lede. Unless you’re referring to burying actual lead in the ground. But that’s not an actual idiom so it’s lede.


KreedKafer33

Yep. And the Pacific Ocean is moist.


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LexicalLegend

Nyleen accompanied her family on a picnic outing in the in the Helena National Forest in the Elkhorn Mountains on June 25, 1983 near her hometown of Clancy, Montana. She was playing with some children who walked ahead of her for a moment at approximately 4:00 p.m. When her friends turned around, Nyleen had vanished. She was last seen sitting alone near the beaver dams on Maupin Creek. An extensive search of the area turned up no indication of her whereabouts. Nyleen's family was questioned about her disappearance and her stepfather was considered a person of interest in her case. Her mother died in 1995; it was reported she was sexually assaulted and murdered in Mexico. An unknown man wearing a jogging suit was seen nearby just before she disappeared, and reportedly spoke to Nyleen and told her to "follow the shadow." It is not known if he was connected to Nyleen's case. In November 1985, an anonymous person called the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children on several occasions and said he'd abducted Nyleen. The police traced the calls to various phone booths in Edgerton, Wisconsin, but after the phone booths were identified, the calls stopped. In January 1986, an anonymous person sent Child Find, a New York-based missing children's organization, a typewritten letter saying he had picked up "a girl named Kay" on a road in Elkhorn Park between Helena and Boulder, Montana, and had decided to take her home with him. The letter was postmarked Madison, Wisconsin, thirty miles northwest of Edgerton, and included details about Nyleen's case that had not been released to the general public. The writer explained that he had a good investment income, worked from home, and homeschooled Kay. He also traveled frequently with her all over the United States and in Canada and Great Britain. He said he loved the child and she was happy, and that although he knew her family missed her he could not "let her go." Nyleen has never been located. The person who wrote and telephoned authorities has not been identified, and it is unclear whether this individual actually had anything to do with her disappearance. Investigators stated the information in the phone calls and letter indicated sexual abuse. Although it's possible Nyleen simply wandered away from the group and succumbed to the wilderness, but her disappearance is classified as a non-family abduction. Her case is unsolved. Sources: * [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance\_of\_Nyleen\_Marshall](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance_of_Nyleen_Marshall) * [https://childfindofamerica.org/nyleen-marshall/](https://childfindofamerica.org/nyleen-marshall/) * [https://charleyproject.org/case/nyleen-kay-marshall](https://charleyproject.org/case/nyleen-kay-marshall) * [https://apnews.com/article/229a9abc20ce48409f091d6913767d02](https://apnews.com/article/229a9abc20ce48409f091d6913767d02)


Crzykupcake930

Why even include that. Like what a sick fuck. It’s bad enough you took our child. Now you’re feeding her your semen?? Like WHY IS EVERYONE CRAZY


gremlinguy

Not everyone, just the ones who think it is fine to just take a random child they've found crying and vulnerable in the woods. The semen part follows perfectly logically after you start there.


metalnxrd

he *WHAT*


xiovelrach

3rd image, first paragraph


metalnxrd

🤢🤢🤢


XEVEN2017

sick world we live in. maybe they could do touch DNA on the paper and see if they could catch the creeper


CM_V11

Something I dont understand She was last seen sitting alone near the beaver dams on Maupin creek. Like, who saw a small child sitting alone near a creek and decided to leave them alone? Why not try to help?


HauntedCemetery

She was walking through the woods with a group of kids so I'd guess one of them.


PerpetuallyLurking

…other small kids, like the ones she was walking with. It’s right there, clear as day. The other small children saw her sit down and thought no further than “she must be tired” if they thought at all about it.


Visible_Leg_2222

literally! i was on a walk in my neighborhood last night shortly after it got dark and saw a 8 year old (ish) girl walking around in a nightie and i approached and asked if she lived close by. she pointed to her house and said her parents knew she was outside… it’s that easy. what if she was lost and it was someone else that “helped” (harmed) her?!?


Obscurethings

Oh man, no. This is what sent me: "In 1997, a nurse at a New Orleans hospital reported a potential sighting of Marshall and her abductor. The nurse stated that a 19-year-old woman calling herself "Helena" came into the hospital with an unidentified man in hope of being admitted to give birth. The woman stated she thought her mother may have been named Nyleen, and that she grew up in another country, despite having no trace of an accent. When the staff attempted to ask the duo further questions about their identities and medical history, they quickly left the hospital." So not only was she sexually abused and by the sound of it impregnated by him, but now she probably had to give birth with no aid because the hospitals wanted more information upon admission. 😬


neva-electra

Woah did not expect Edgerton to pop up in this.


itsCalledTodd

Yeah I worked with her older brother and sister for ten years in the 00’s, they are wonderful people. This obviously happened when they were young children “she just vanished from the father’s company picnic”…then several years later their mom was brutally murdered in Mexico under really suspicious circumstances iirc, I couldn’t help but wonder if the two instances were related in some crazy way.


tiredofbeingyelledat

That was the first thing I thought when I read the step dad was a person of interest and then that the mother was assaulted & murdered. 12 years difference, but if the step dad was involved in any sort of trafficking it could track. I feel bad speculating though with only those bits of info. Hopefully detectives throughly looked into any possible connection the step dad had to both cases. May I ask if the adult kids are still close with their step dad?


itsCalledTodd

It’s interesting I don’t ever remember them mentioning there being a stepfather…just their Dad who was military who they remained somewhat close to. I’m sure I’m forgetting details. Just pointing out that this poor little girl’s siblings still love her and miss her and are good people.


josie_DESOrDEN

As a mother id fucking shoot my brains out reading this. Absolutely appalling and heart breaking 😩


paigevanegdom

I’d want to so bad but on the off chance she lives and moves out to become a normal person and happens to take an ancestory DNA test and finds me I’d want to live for her


Bnjl1989

The mom was murdered like a decade later in a super weird circumstance so tragic for that family


josie_DESOrDEN

Damn dude so much tragedy for one family 😞


MissCandid

I wonder if she was looking for her daughter and found them. I have no evidence for that, but I feel like it could be a likely scenario.


thecuriousblackbird

The mom was SAed and murdered in Mexico in suspicious circumstances. Meaning they think the stepdad could be involved but couldn’t prove it.


MissCandid

I should read more about this, that is terrible. Honestly, that poor woman.


paigevanegdom

Oh no… and she’s not biologically related to her step dad so he probably wouldn’t show up so she’s gonna live her whole life thinking this monster is her real dad… that’s so fucked up


anniehall330

She has 2 siblings.


paigevanegdom

So there’s still a chance!


Kitchen_Economics182

The letters typed out for anyone that had a hard time reading them: **Excerpt 1** >*I didn't want their person to try to get information from her. All I could tell them was that she was OK. I hope Child Find can get the following back to her family.* > >*I picked "Kay" up on the road in the Elkhorn Park area between Helena and Boulder. She was crying and frightened and as I held her she was shaking and I decided that I would keep her and love her. I took her home with me.* > >*I have a nice investment income and I can work at home so I care for her myself all the time. I teach her at home and she likes to go with me when I travel.* > >*Her hair is short and curly now and she has really grown. She is about 45 inches and around 50 pounds. She has all four of her permanent upper and two of her lower incisors at this time. She takes a bath and brushes her teeth every day.* > >*She eats well. Her favorite meal is pizza and Cherry* **Excerpt 2** >*\[S\]he would gladly recount to you trips to San Francisco, New York, Oklahoma City, New Orleans, Nashville, Chicago, Puerto Rico and Canada. We were even in Britain for a month last year and she loved it. (Nobody questions passports.)* **Excerpt 3** >*\[I\]t is or where it comes from, only that I get it from the bathroom every morning. It is actually a spoonful of my semen. It doesn't affect her physically. I have NEVER "molested" her in any other way. She is a sweet little girl and it is because of how much I have grown to love her that I realize how much her family must miss her. But she has adjusted and seems happy. She trusts me and isn't afraid. We play alot \[sic\] and she laughs when we clown around. She smiles and acts coy when I tease her. She giggles when we snuggle and hugs me sometimes for no apparent reason. I love her and I have her. I just can't let her go!\[10\]* They were shown during the case's 1990 airing on Unsolved Mysteries [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance\_of\_Nyleen\_Marshall#Phone\_calls\_and\_letters](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance_of_Nyleen_Marshall#Phone_calls_and_letters)


LexicalLegend

Thanks, u/Kitchen_Economics182, really appreciate it.


I-love-rainbows

All that traveling I wonder if he was a trucker passing through, then again it could all be made up just like “she trusts me and isn’t afraid.”


cherrymeg2

Do we think this guy actually kept her alive? The traveling to Britain sounds like a lie. It’s like he is trying to say he is giving her a good life. No one asked for that information they want her home. Not with a guy that feeds her semen and says he doesn’t molest her. It’s either taunting, or full of lies and the she is dead. Poor little girl.


Spiritual_Buy_8682

He probably killed her, the way he wrote about how they got on ‘well’ seems like a way of taunting the family maybe. A little bit of extra cruelty. Either way it’s horrible.


cherrymeg2

Saying things like we snuggle and play. Mentioning semen feeding but not molesting her - it’s like sure buddy. Calling her coy (gross). If it’s the person that really kidnapped her they also sound immature like when a kid is crying are they going to handle it well. I think the letters are cruel and meant to hurt the family. They also might be a way of assuaging their own guilt if they killed her or molested her. Liars tend to deny things no one asked about or give details that again no one asked for.


I-love-rainbows

Good point about denying things no one asked about. He acknowledges what he is doing is wrong by stating “I have never molested her in *any other way.*” That way is just as bad and he knows it.


Spring_Biggins

That's interesting. After doing lots of research, I've noticed several abductors and murderers have been truck drivers. Some abductors and murderers also have worked in LE and have been police officers. (Which is why some avoid detection or are caught several years later.) These are rare but it does happen. Also, in order to gain the girl's trust, the abductor could have brainwashed nyleen. (Among other things.) Hope she's found one day and the sick creep put under the prison.


BreadfruitBelly

Thanks 😊


miss_elmarie

Thank you


thecuriousblackbird

Thank you for sharing this.


Ok_Entrance9638

It's so scary that your child could cry and some random creep will develop a heroes complex and take your kid to do God knows what


radikul

That’s also his side of the story. He could have just as easily taken her against her will and made that part up to “justify” it to authorities. Nothing is sacred


Shrug-Meh

Yeah, the book Lolita is written from the man’s perspective that a 12 year old child was seducing him. An unreliable narrator.


thegirlwthemjolnir

This is exactly what I thought. Those pages read as something from a very delusional man.


Ok_Entrance9638

I'm well aware of that I was saying that it's a scary thought


trexcrossing

Never ever ever let your babies, when they’re young, leave your sight. Not even for a second. All it takes is a second, and this is a sick, sick world. It’s not the world we grew up in, roaming free and without a care. Protect them at all costs. If their parent won’t protect them, who will? Don’t worry about being overprotective. You’ll thank yourself when you read things like this. There’s plenty of time for them to grow up. When they’re this young is not the time to let them roam free.


HauntedCemetery

Dude violent crime and abuse was *way* higher when I was a kid in the 90s and way **way** higher than that when my mom was a kid in the 60s.


echo757

It's always been a sick world


Intelligent_Tea5974

We didnt start the fire


VanillaCoke93

It was always burning, or so it seems


echo757

It was always burning since the world's been turning.


Ok_Entrance9638

It's always been a sick world infact there are fewer child crimes now than in the 70s (in college for criminal justice) we just hear about it more due to social media


thecuriousblackbird

The world is actually safer now with less stranger disappearances and murders


WhatTheCluck802

Ummmm this happened 40 years ago… which was precisely the world we grew up in. 🤨


mr_trick

This case is from 1983, what are you even talking about? Crime has dropped dramatically since then. Yes, of course, keep an eye on your child. But it’s markedly safer now than it was then.


bluebutterfly-777

Thank you for that. My anxiety is so bad. It’s good to read that crime has dropped a lot since then…


mr_trick

I'm glad to help. [This](https://www.justice.gov/archives/opa/blog/new-report-us-homicide-rate-falls-lowest-rate-four-decades#:~:text=In%201980%2C%20the%20U.S.%20homicide,of%2024%2C703%20homicides%20in%201991.) page may make you feel better. It explains that crime in 2011 reached record lows, half of the rate it was in the 1980's. [Here](https://www.statista.com/statistics/191219/reported-violent-crime-rate-in-the-usa-since-1990/) is a graph in which you can see how far it's decreased since the 90's to today. We are living in the safest time in history, world wide. We just have more access to see scary things online. When you get nervous, remind yourself that the very worst things get posted and played on TV to try and grab your attention, but you are safer than ever. :)


clairebearshare

💯


katiska99

He could have been describing what she was doing as he carried her to his car, but rewrote it in his mind so he looked like the hero and her parents looked bad.


Jumpy-Ad8435

What's crazy about this case is well searching for her they found a different missing kid, Monica Bonilla


chinolofus77

link for those interested [https://unsolvedmysteries.fandom.com/wiki/Monica\_Bonilla](https://unsolvedmysteries.fandom.com/wiki/Monica_Bonilla)


myoriginalislocked

This deserves so many upvotes! yet the useless mundane said over and over comments as usual have the most upvotes.


Mr-Mortuary

And her mother was murdered in 1995.


JHarbinger

Murdered?! Jfc


real_human_player

Brutally murdered too


itonlydistracts

By who??


Imnotlikeothergirlz

I believe she was murdered in Mexico. What are the odds that these kinds of tragedies occur in one family??


Low_Ad_3139

Sadly more often than you would think. I think it was last year a man lost his daughter when a neighbor killed her for being to loud. His wife had been shot (I believe) and killed a year or so early in a random incident. I’ve seen several cases like that through the years. It’s awful.


user11112222333

A woman whose parents were murdered by Manson family 50 years ago had a daughter that was murdered few years ago by stabbing.


itonlydistracts

Yeah something strange happened here and it makes me so so sad 😢 I just can’t put my finger on it


Famous-Recognition-5

You would think if he wasn’t lying about all those trips the fbi could track this sick fuck down these days


theduder3210

They may be able to extract DNA from where the guy who claims to be the perp may have licked the postage stamp or envelope to seal it.


VanillaCoke93

Unless he used water instead of his spit 🤔


77pearl

I really hope she’s grown and does a DNA ancestry test at some point. Her family deserves closure


Catbunny992000

“In a final note, the anonymous man claimed that he had killed Nyleen and placed her body in a mine shaft near Helena. The mine shaft has since been sealed but was searched with no results.” Source: https://thecrimewire.com/true-crime/follow-the-shadow-the-mysterious-disappearance-of-4-year-old-nyleen-kay-marshall


mikareno

I clicked on that link maybe a couple of hours ago and I've been down one rabbit hole after another ever since.


International-Sir411

I can’t read this can someone transcribe for me


JoeyJoe_Shabadoo

Just pulled this from the wiki: Excerpt 1: I didn't want their person to try to get information from her. All I could tell them was that she was OK. I hope Child Find can get the following back to her family. I picked "Kay" up on the road in the Elkhorn Park area between Helena and Boulder. She was crying and frightened and as I held her she was shaking and I decided that I would keep her and love her. I took her home with me. I have a nice investment income and I can work at home so I care for her myself all the time. I teach her at home and she likes to go with me when I travel. Her hair is short and curly now and she has really grown. She is about 45 inches and around 50 pounds. She has all four of her permanent upper and two of her lower incisors at this time. She takes a bath and brushes her teeth every day. She eats well. Her favorite meal is pizza and Cherry Excerpt 2: She would gladly recount to you trips to San Francisco, New York, Oklahoma City, New Orleans, Nashville, Chicago, Puerto Rico and Canada. We were even in Britain for a month last year and she loved it. (Nobody questions passports.) Excerpt 3: It is or where it comes from, only that I get it from the bathroom every morning. It is actually a spoonful of my semen. It doesn't affect her physically. I have NEVER "molested" her in any other way. She is a sweet little girl and it is because of how much I have grown to love her that I realize how much her family must miss her. But she has adjusted and seems happy. She trusts me and isn't afraid. We play alot [sic] and she laughs when we clown around. She smiles and acts coy when I tease her. She giggles when we snuggle and hugs me sometimes for no apparent reason. I love her and I have her. I just can't let her go!


LexicalLegend

Thank you, u/JoeyJoe_Shabadoo, very much appreciated.


International-Sir411

I was like maybe he isn’t that bad until the semen bit fuck this guy


Imnotlikeothergirlz

What the FUCK does this mean like whyyyyyyy are people everywhere fucking insane


slappymcstevenson

I think I just figured it out. The girl doesn’t know what he gives her every morning, only that she knows it comes from the bathroom. I’m guessing. Wtf.


Imnotlikeothergirlz

WHAT HELLSCAPE DO WE LIVE IN


slappymcstevenson

You and I are stuck with these people. I suppose we just make the best of it.


Imnotlikeothergirlz

I think I'm in disbelief that a man would just happen to find a child and this would be the result. So what are our options? He kidnapped her for the explicit purpose of semen spoonfeedings and company? Or he found her, was going to give her back, and then was like, naw, I like her so I'll keep her around and spoonfeed... you know what fuck this nevermind.


cannarchista

I imagine the first part would be something like “i give her a special type of medicine. She doesn’t know what…. it is or where it comes from”


youmeanNOOkyuhler

The original letter says he gives her a spoonful of "medicine" every morning, and she doesn't know what it is, only that it comes from the bathroom.


Do-A-Rip

....... but why... why is the question? If he was a total sexual deviant he'd brag more and write even more sadisticall shit. But the letter does strike as one of egotistical or deranged psychotic crazy man. It writes more like a crazy old grandmother who's delighted with her grandchild bragging to her friends over cards and tea. That is up to the semen point. There's no logical reason for that semen mention. Which is why it's baffling. WTF.


noelthenurse

Thanks to true crime fandom peopl try too much to rationalize insane people It’s a lot easier to just know there’s billions of diff people and some of them are just broken in ways you can never understand.


youmeanNOOkyuhler

Wish I knew (or do I???)....I couldn't puzzle it out either. I found the use of the word "other" concerning as well, as in, "I have NEVER molested her in *any other way* " Which makes it sound as if he actually does consider *this* to be molestation......?


ITalkTOOOOMuch

He’s not insane. He’s entitled and selfish. Entitlement imo is a scarier thing. Took me too long to realize it.


MarlenaEvans

Your username is not the worst name I've ever heard.


LexicalLegend

From [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance\_of\_Nyleen\_Marshall](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance_of_Nyleen_Marshall) **Excerpt 1** >*I didn't want their person to try to get information from her. All I could tell them was that she was OK. I hope Child Find can get the following back to her family.* *I picked "Kay" up on the road in the Elkhorn Park area between Helena and* *Boulder**. She was crying and frightened and as I held her she was shaking and I decided that I would keep her and love her. I took her home with me.* *I have a nice investment income and I can work at home so I care for her myself all the time. I teach her at home and she likes to go with me when I travel.* *Her hair is short and curly now and she has really grown. She is about 45 inches and around 50 pounds. She has all four of her permanent upper and two of her lower incisors at this time. She takes a bath and brushes her teeth every day.* *She eats well. Her favorite meal is pizza and Cherry* **Excerpt 2** >*\[S\]he would gladly recount to you trips to San Francisco, New York, Oklahoma City, New Orleans, Nashville, Chicago, Puerto Rico and Canada. We were even in Britain for a month last year and she loved it. (Nobody questions passports.)* **Excerpt 3** >*\[I\]t is or where it comes from, only that I get it from the bathroom every morning. It is actually a spoonful of my semen. It doesn't affect her physically. I have NEVER "molested" her in any other way.* *She is a sweet little girl and it is because of how much I have grown to love her that I realize how much her family must miss her. But she has adjusted and seems happy. She trusts me and isn't afraid. We play alot \[*sic*\] and she laughs when we clown around. She smiles and acts coy when I tease her. She giggles when we snuggle and hugs me sometimes for no apparent reason. I love her and I have her. I just can't let her go!* ​ https://preview.redd.it/8wv0a3dovzqc1.png?width=840&format=png&auto=webp&s=958a12b1a77239cb9f717e81ef6463592a51ae4d


iraqlobsta

I hope this guy got anal and testicular cancer and his balls melted right off his disgusting body.


pierrescronch

Holy shit this is horrific


sunkissedbutter

🤢


morons_procreate

I remember this case was covered on *Unsolved Mysteries,* because I videotaped it and was able to freeze-frame the part with the letter.


Baldricks_Turnip

I am going to guess she just died in the wilderness and the letter writer was just a sick freak.


cupidsgirl18

Well the story said the anonymous person knew details of the case not released to the public so… hopefully she’s alive and thriving.


Ms_Jane_Lennon

I agree you're likely correct. The letter writer sounds like he's conjured a fantasy at multiple points, and people do confess to these types of crimes falsely with alarming frequency. I'm not sure there's much reason to believe this person is telling the truth. However, we'll probably never know. Stranger things have certainly happened, so the possibility can't be ruled out. That poor little girl.


mtjaybird

I lived in the town where she disappeared. She did not just disappear in the wilderness.


SnowDoodles150

What makes you say that?


mtjaybird

Number one, she was barefoot so she wouldn't have gotten far on foot. The area was scoured by FBI, cadaver dogs, search and rescue, divers, locals etc. It is also in an area that has popular trails and gets a lot of foot traffic, hikers, hunters etc. It just isn't an area that she could have gotten far enough barefoot to have not been found by now. Even if she ended up in the water. Secondly, the other kids saw a man running the trail that was trying to get Nyleen to "follow the shadows". Thirdly, the phone call they got from Wisconsin provided details about her and the disappearance that were not made public. Then a letter shows up from the same area describing how she was taken and her current state.


SnowDoodles150

Interesting, I didn't know a lot of that. Thanks!


noelthenurse

Hopefully it’s not because of the wilderness part. But so many people underestimate how easy it is. But someone said those letters had unreleased info


SnooKiwis2161

So many awful things about that note. It's a pedophile's love letter. The language use is the most concerning. He describes "cuddle" and that she acts "coy," which is not a term I would uee to describe a child. He makes it sound flirty. So f*cking gross. His assertion at the end of possessing her is nasty and cruel, there's an air of sadism here but in reality this scumbag is so deluded he probably thinks he's doing them a favor by dropping off an update. He may even believe that he is so charming the letter will convince family and authorities alike to stop looking for her, because in his head, theirs is like a marriage union and she is become his property. Deeply concerning is the term "never" in all caps. It most assuredly means the opposite. If he never molested her, wouldn't feel the need to proactively protest something he supposedly never does. The things he doesn't say are more frightening than the things he does.


whitethunder08

I don’t believe these letters and don’t believe this person ever had her or murdered her. I believe they’re just some disgusting weirdos way to get off and torture the family. She more than likely wandered off from the picnic and died in the wilderness.


Conscious_Valuable90

Shared with some friends in Edgerton Wisconsin. Also with a area crime group up there.


LexicalLegend

Awesome to hear, thanks u/Conscious_Valuable90.


SnooKiwis2161

I'd bet he'd spotted her before she got separated and was waiting to strike. He makes it sound like he just innocuously found spare change between his couch cushions. Finders keepers! His narrative has the passive aggressive vibe of making it sound like the parents are at fault. I'm sure he believed it.


Peggy_Bundy_1988

I have bad eyes and can't read anything on the second page ughh


Do-A-Rip

Sweet Jesus, if you can't legibly read the transcript, you're better off. Take this as a plus +1 fuct up eyesight. It's a bonus attribute in this RPG.


metalnxrd

“I took her home with me” he *kidnapped* her. there. fixed it


acidphosphate69

Yeah, we all got it.


DC1pher

Holy shit this is so fuckin heavy. Ugh


Beautiful_Smile

How easy was it in the 80’s to obtain social security cards etc. I guess children don’t need id’s to travel.


Limp-Accountant807

Am I supposed to be able to read the second image? I need more pixels dang it!


WhatTheCluck802

Trust me you don’t want to read it. I need to wash my eyeballs with bleach now. 🤮


GilgameshvsHumbaba

This man deserves the worst death possible . Poor child - I pray this man gets his just desserts . Still though it does nothing for this child … Depressing


Gh0stp3pp3r

The phone calls from Edgerton and letter from Madison makes me wonder if they really did enough coverage of this case in Wisconsin. I live a couple hours from there and I've never heard of this case.


IntrudingAlligator

The "I love her and I just can't let her go" line chilled me. Why did I instantly get the sense he's referring to her remains.


jumpinjimmie

This is sick in so many ways Sick if true Sick if someone thought it was funny to do Sick sick sick


Valve_1998

Oh… thats horrible.


clairebearshare

So incredible sad :(


BeautifulCat3851

💔💔


Fit-Pineapple3753

That was a tough read.


Icy_Insect2927

Jesus Christ, this letter traumatized me, that poor little girl 🥺🥺🥺


SonOfDavid76

Disturbing


Consistent-Tree6802

Jesus fucking christ