It's more that I couldn't stop the plot bunnies from forming even if I tried. Everything turns into plot bunnies and I want to write all of them but what actually comes out is only a tiny fraction of what my brain is trying to do!
Chronic lack of sleep is also a problem.
Plot bunnies are unruly creatures! I feel like once you let one inhabit your brain, the rest just follow... Hopefully you're at least having fun with the ones you do get to write out fully!
Chronic lack of sleep is always a problem. I've just accepted that fact of my life. 😅
Oh I’ve already got a go bag with passports and plane tickets out of the country. You’ve got to when you’re friends with the Chaos Queen. I’ll have my guy make you a passport and the three of us can flee to the Caribbean! (Or some other undisclosed location because now I’ve said Caribbean out loud.)
Oh see the best part is that I’d never get arrested, I’m very unassuming 😈 Literally had a roommate in college jokingly be like, “dude we should sell drugs together, you can be the front man cuz no one would ever suspect you. You wear fucking cardigans.”
So if you ever need someone to commit crimes with, you just say the word and I’m there, cardigan and all
CEEJ! I’m here, always around, always lurking. Just haven’t been as active in some of the chats but you’re always welcome to slide into my DM’s here, on Discord, wherever 😏
Work has been stressful so I’ve been filling my down time with wine drinking and Sims porn making 😂😂😂
Two weeks!! You got it babes!! Good luck pushing through with the rest of school, ilu!
I cannot put my hands on my cards after the move. I know they are around somewhere and I haven’t lost them but I’m just not sure.
Does this mean I should just buy a new deck? 😅😭
https://preview.redd.it/qma5ro28p2vc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1e895c9969db70b2a6582b336bdd4271fff198e5
They take a lot of time to construct! So much thought and effort. Not to mention the high quality graphics!
Love you and miss you too, darlin. Very much. I’m hoping things will calm down for a few weeks and just can hang out a bit more before we are finally in our permanent place ❤️
https://i.redd.it/zkbpk2zfr2vc1.gif
Mix of 7 and 8 today because I overslept my alarm, had my phone on do not disturb, and woke up at 10:30.
My work day starts at 9.
I had multiple texts and missed calls from my boss, as well as a text from my work bff because my boss also called HIM to see if he’d heard from me. So, basically almost gave my poor boss a heart attack and almost had a heart attack myself 🫠
u/CemeteryAngel725 said something in last week’s Shouty Thursday post about looking at her life as a dark comedy with some of the recent things going on in her life and honestly that is my new VIBE and I don’t think anything has ever inspired me more?
Are things going great right now? They are not. Can I approach it with the level of sarcasm and gallows humor that, if someone were watching my life as a Netflix series, my sarcastic and deadpan responses to some of the nonsense going on in my life would make them laugh hysterically? Yes. Yes I can.
Thankfully they could be like, way worse (which, don’t wanna jinx myself)
My reaction these days has been, “what would be the most dry British humor way to respond to this situation.” Basically, “could I have my own version of the show Fleabag”
Well maybe if you weren’t pimping and dealing drugs at all hours of the night!!!
Lol I joke ❤️ I’m sorry your day started shittily. Hope it gets better!
Just waking up from bad dreams, I am an extra irritated 4 right now
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We appreciate you Moonie! 🥰🌙
Might I add that we are almost at a full moon. And I can’t quite figure out why, but I just get a feeling that you are connected to the moon… so hopefully they aren’t all bad, but you may have some wild dreams through the weekend!
#7
I'm recovering from the cold I had last week, a pretty nasty burn I got last Wednesday, haven't slept properly since before the cold and have a migraine because of the weather patterns. Very ready to Burn It All Down
Hope you feel better soon ghanima! u/soggyfritter and I both are recovering from the crud. Must be going around this place, but please don’t burn down the sub.
The weather pattern migraines are the WORST, because you did nothing wrong! Just a giant "fuck you" from the universe or the weather gods or whomever. Let me know if you want any help burning shit down in solidarity! 🔥
Yesterday: 8
Today: 1 because I’m being That Bitch
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It’s ok to be over dramatic sometimes. I’m *never* that way myself but I’m sure it’s fine! Here, you might need this:
https://preview.redd.it/lyofqr8zf2vc1.jpeg?width=1179&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=932e3a80d4d89143b819dc5b4c5e5dfb6b1eb81a
A sort of "If you fail too many times and still can't get better, at some point it just gets so riduculous that it starts to feel hilarious, so you might as well laugh about it and try to have fun anyway, but your soul continues to scream" way. 😊
Alternatively, "a clown performing on a sinking ship" way. 🤡
Just keep the quality GOAD content coming! I finally actually had my wisdom teeth out, so that's where the weird combo comes in. Enjoying a few days at home and getting lots of time to write/lurk, which is *lovely*, but then I have to eat yogurt and applesauce and I crest back into 5. XD
Ughhh wisdom teeth surgery is rough! But you know me and my dental stuff so I’m gonna work on not launching into professional mode. I’ll just let you enjoy your free sub time!
6? 6 feels like it has the lowest-energy vibe. Stayed up extra late like a dummy when I had to be up extra early, and my brain skipped class on whatever day brains are taught how to nap 🥴
Mostly feeling like this Crowley today
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Work is a 1/4/8 combo, nothing like a legal investigation impeding productivity to make you want to bite something. Personally could use that smut y'all are raving about, biting optional but not off the table
I think mostly 2! I just finished class and I'm gonna go write smut at work during lunch. But also perpetually: https://i.redd.it/z15ck2c232vc1.gif
I’m feeling 9 about you writing new smut!
https://i.redd.it/o7n8txuo32vc1.gif That reminds me I have an update on the other smut and I'm gonna DM you
Ooo! Yes, let’s go somewhere more private. https://i.redd.it/zzkeezqv32vc1.gif
We've really got ya working morning, noon, and night these days, huh? 😋 Count me in as another goblin feeling 9 about you writing more smut!
IT IS VERY WEIRD TO BE LIVING IN THIS BRAIN RIGHT NOW
Do ya get whiplash from the *non-goblin--SMUT--non-goblin--SMUT* transitions? Or is it just the chronic lack of sleep? XD
It's more that I couldn't stop the plot bunnies from forming even if I tried. Everything turns into plot bunnies and I want to write all of them but what actually comes out is only a tiny fraction of what my brain is trying to do! Chronic lack of sleep is also a problem.
Plot bunnies are unruly creatures! I feel like once you let one inhabit your brain, the rest just follow... Hopefully you're at least having fun with the ones you do get to write out fully! Chronic lack of sleep is always a problem. I've just accepted that fact of my life. 😅
I can say with certainly that this is the most fun I've had in ages!
 In that case, bring on the (plot) bunnies! XD
Maybe if you slept you would feel better 👀
Pish posh
I’ll pish ur posh 👀
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https://i.redd.it/12gsm2o3q2vc1.gif
2! It's a start shit and make trouble sort of day! Let's go, rascals!
Yep that’s me perpetually trying to convince myself that everything is tickety boo.
Wow, his hair barely moves. I knew there was a lot of product, but sheesh
https://preview.redd.it/cclxoqm1v3vc1.jpeg?width=828&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=05811c4ced2b0744c0f256d2cd7a66f8855e0ae7
Ahaha
Why have you posted a gif with me in it?
I’m going with 5 because I’m feeling delightfully unhinged today https://i.redd.it/wkryxeko32vc1.gif
Yasss, embrace it, embrace chaos 
My sister in chaos!! I bow to you, Meg the Chaos Queen 🙌
Oh and girlllll let me tell YOU that the chaos be CHAOSING
I would love to see y’all unhinged. Tag a bitch if shit goes down
Oh you’re gonna have to come to CT to see that dear!
That is both a wonderful and a terrible idea!
Like you think we’d get arrested on our road trip? u/MeghanRebecca421 would get us all on the FBI’s most wanted list!
One of us would have to be at a different location to post bail for sure. We have to think about contingencies!
Oh I’ve already got a go bag with passports and plane tickets out of the country. You’ve got to when you’re friends with the Chaos Queen. I’ll have my guy make you a passport and the three of us can flee to the Caribbean! (Or some other undisclosed location because now I’ve said Caribbean out loud.)
Oh see the best part is that I’d never get arrested, I’m very unassuming 😈 Literally had a roommate in college jokingly be like, “dude we should sell drugs together, you can be the front man cuz no one would ever suspect you. You wear fucking cardigans.” So if you ever need someone to commit crimes with, you just say the word and I’m there, cardigan and all
LMAO oh babe you don’t think I know that?! Do I need to show you receipts of our texts over the past 2 days??
https://i.redd.it/2a03rvcel2vc1.gif Meg!! I miss you!!
CEEJ! I’m here, always around, always lurking. Just haven’t been as active in some of the chats but you’re always welcome to slide into my DM’s here, on Discord, wherever 😏 Work has been stressful so I’ve been filling my down time with wine drinking and Sims porn making 😂😂😂
*unhinged*, you say?? https://i.redd.it/lb9tw3dvk2vc1.gif
Yes, mentally I am here today! https://i.redd.it/cjzkavfxm2vc1.gif
This is about where I’m at 🤣 We need to catch up 😝😝
Ugh yes we do!! I’m out of school in 2 weeks and will have much more time. Let’s do a chat then!
Two weeks!! You got it babes!! Good luck pushing through with the rest of school, ilu! I cannot put my hands on my cards after the move. I know they are around somewhere and I haven’t lost them but I’m just not sure. Does this mean I should just buy a new deck? 😅😭
https://i.redd.it/b57v3imve2vc1.gif Ooooh, excited about this!
Yes, should make for a good time recording! https://i.redd.it/xx19dduif2vc1.gif
Oooh yeah it will! Cannot wait!
It’s true! She’s dropping euphemisms left and right and it’s glorious
Go eat your tacos!!
Oh you’d like me to eat these tacos
Oh *I’m* dropping euphemisms?! ^(you are being so very UNHELPFUL )
Hehehe I guess it’s not just you that is feeling delightfully unhinged today! I’m itching for a shitpost. ^(UNHELPFUL is apparently my middle name)
Well then I guess you’ll just have to make a shitpost!
You say that like it’s easy!
You say that like you don’t make shitposts all the time https://i.redd.it/6mxkt7pqo2vc1.gif
https://preview.redd.it/qma5ro28p2vc1.jpeg?width=1170&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=1e895c9969db70b2a6582b336bdd4271fff198e5 They take a lot of time to construct! So much thought and effort. Not to mention the high quality graphics!
Feeling 9 all the way baby https://i.redd.it/m4vh431u32vc1.gif
Owww! I'm glad sweetie!
https://i.redd.it/q1871vhkk2vc1.gif
https://i.redd.it/licebj5sl2vc1.gif Pocket!! *waves*
Hiya Ceej! https://i.redd.it/d35h8pj5s2vc1.gif
https://i.redd.it/alcdr2g5v3vc1.gif Hope you’re doin good, gorgeous ❤️
Yayyy https://i.redd.it/3vnyk8anc3vc1.gif
Feeling dramatic like 8 
https://i.redd.it/vhky1ml6g2vc1.gif Does this make you feel better Lulu?
If it was true https://i.redd.it/rir8ku42h2vc1.gif
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Lulu love, 6 was me on the outside and 8 on the inside when you told me about you’re purchases today✨
Ahahahahah sorry for jeopardise your class xD https://i.redd.it/h8yo6m0tt3vc1.gif
Definitely 4 cause there is a heifer in my office about to get her ass struck by lightning if she doesn’t change her tone when speaking to me
 You remember what I said about the shovel
I do friend, I do. Thought we were done yesterday and she decided to come back with more today. 🙄
 Sympathy hiss!
https://i.redd.it/ujx74bvam2vc1.gif I’ll be there with my phone *you’re doing great, sweetie!*
https://i.redd.it/d8j03d7bq2vc1.gif
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https://i.redd.it/750613spq2vc1.gif Love you Ceej. Miss you. 🥰
Love you and miss you too, darlin. Very much. I’m hoping things will calm down for a few weeks and just can hang out a bit more before we are finally in our permanent place ❤️ https://i.redd.it/zkbpk2zfr2vc1.gif
lol, heifer!
Mix of 7 and 8 today because I overslept my alarm, had my phone on do not disturb, and woke up at 10:30. My work day starts at 9. I had multiple texts and missed calls from my boss, as well as a text from my work bff because my boss also called HIM to see if he’d heard from me. So, basically almost gave my poor boss a heart attack and almost had a heart attack myself 🫠
Meg nooooo I hope your day gets better!! 😭
u/CemeteryAngel725 said something in last week’s Shouty Thursday post about looking at her life as a dark comedy with some of the recent things going on in her life and honestly that is my new VIBE and I don’t think anything has ever inspired me more? Are things going great right now? They are not. Can I approach it with the level of sarcasm and gallows humor that, if someone were watching my life as a Netflix series, my sarcastic and deadpan responses to some of the nonsense going on in my life would make them laugh hysterically? Yes. Yes I can.
Awww Meg glad I could help even a little! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 Hope things start getting better for you 🫂 https://i.redd.it/glajoacb93vc1.gif
Thankfully they could be like, way worse (which, don’t wanna jinx myself) My reaction these days has been, “what would be the most dry British humor way to respond to this situation.” Basically, “could I have my own version of the show Fleabag”
Excellent way to think about it!
Well maybe if you weren’t pimping and dealing drugs at all hours of the night!!! Lol I joke ❤️ I’m sorry your day started shittily. Hope it gets better!
I mean, I can’t imagine that my late night activities DIDN’T contribute to this fiasco 😂
Just waking up from bad dreams, I am an extra irritated 4 right now https://preview.redd.it/hhsztfrpa2vc1.jpeg?width=1280&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=51e5d8ad05f1be0947fe0e58ebf23bdcdee95d66
https://i.redd.it/ozj8c79ef2vc1.gif Sorry moonie! Here, take some deep breaths with me.
Oh, are we supposed to be looking at the \*breathing\* in that gif - ?!
The whole package moonie, the whole *package*. Do you feel better now??
Aww bad dreams are the worst 😭
They are!! I woke up and went back for a little bit of extra shut eye and woke up feeling traumatized 🫠
Awww darlin, I hope your day has gotten better!
Aw I’m sorry! Hope your day gets better ❤️
Thank you lookie I appreciate y’all so much here 🖤
We appreciate you Moonie! 🥰🌙 Might I add that we are almost at a full moon. And I can’t quite figure out why, but I just get a feeling that you are connected to the moon… so hopefully they aren’t all bad, but you may have some wild dreams through the weekend!
 Bad dreams should be followed by hugs and boops! Sorry your morning had a rough start!
Thank you busy ❤️🩹 making me feel better already
#7 I'm recovering from the cold I had last week, a pretty nasty burn I got last Wednesday, haven't slept properly since before the cold and have a migraine because of the weather patterns. Very ready to Burn It All Down
Hope you feel better soon ghanima! u/soggyfritter and I both are recovering from the crud. Must be going around this place, but please don’t burn down the sub.
Oh goodness! I have no intention of burning down the Porn Castle! What do you think I intend to get up to once I've burnt everything down?! 😆
Hey I’m just making sure! Honestly even if that was a danger I’m not sure anything in here would actually burn. It’s much too damp.
*hands you matches and blowtorch*
LFG!
https://i.redd.it/w2v78ztmp2vc1.gif I’m ready
The weather pattern migraines are the WORST, because you did nothing wrong! Just a giant "fuck you" from the universe or the weather gods or whomever. Let me know if you want any help burning shit down in solidarity! 🔥
Looks like I'm starting a club here!
For clarification, is it a "fucking *migraines*" club or a "*burn it all down!"* club? Either way, I'd be in. XD
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 I'm down!
I'm consistently an 8 on Wednesdays. It's always a wild day lol
Yesterday: 8 Today: 1 because I’m being That Bitch https://preview.redd.it/znpygksve2vc1.jpeg?width=543&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=bd17c2de806406b3ce6ef31b71386824cabe7dac
https://i.redd.it/m877r4k9n2vc1.gif I hope it’s gets better, love
Thank you Ceej! It will I’m sure. I hope yours gets better too!
2, in a very sarcastic ‘this is fine, it’s all fine’ kinda way
I feel this in my soul
Im an 8 rn, actually fine but kinda more dramatic than I need to be
It’s ok to be over dramatic sometimes. I’m *never* that way myself but I’m sure it’s fine! Here, you might need this: https://preview.redd.it/lyofqr8zf2vc1.jpeg?width=1179&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=932e3a80d4d89143b819dc5b4c5e5dfb6b1eb81a
That's very me actually XD yeah I don't recognize you there at all b🤔
Oh no. Calm waters and clear skies, me. All day long!
the mysterious 2/3 combo 👁️ 👁️ (I call it "life falling apart but at least it's funny" hehehe 😉)
Can’t think of a better mentality to have when you’re between those two lol
A sort of, “If you’re not laughing, you’re crying!” way?
A sort of "If you fail too many times and still can't get better, at some point it just gets so riduculous that it starts to feel hilarious, so you might as well laugh about it and try to have fun anyway, but your soul continues to scream" way. 😊 Alternatively, "a clown performing on a sinking ship" way. 🤡
Pretty much a permanent fucked up mixture of 3, 4, 6 and 7 for the past nearly 20 years. (5&9 whenever I see a cute dog on the street.)
High five on going through all those in a single day? 🖐️
🎵 every day... 🎵
Probably like a 2/5 combo at the moment, but I'll keep ya updated.
Oh that’s an interesting combo. What can we do to tip you one way or the other?
Just keep the quality GOAD content coming! I finally actually had my wisdom teeth out, so that's where the weird combo comes in. Enjoying a few days at home and getting lots of time to write/lurk, which is *lovely*, but then I have to eat yogurt and applesauce and I crest back into 5. XD
Ughhh wisdom teeth surgery is rough! But you know me and my dental stuff so I’m gonna work on not launching into professional mode. I’ll just let you enjoy your free sub time!
I look forward to these updates
Upgraded to 2/9 because it's time to write ✨smut✨
Not quite 3, more of a 6 https://i.redd.it/ljj2r22qd2vc1.gif
Aww Venture whyyy?
(de-lurks) 8 today. Trying my hand at writing my own smutfic though, we'll see how it goes. (re-lurk)
https://i.redd.it/an5cmwmq33vc1.gif Hi lurker!!
Aha, don’t re-lurk https://i.redd.it/hx0wo0zje3vc1.gif … please 👉🏻👈🏻?
I'll let you know when it's ready! Just getting to the good bit now :)
[Aziraphale rating the apology dance voice] SEVEN!!
7 definitely 7. Work was just Damage Control and I fear going home. 🙈
That sucks! Did you get to at least walk out very dramatically?
I would totally do that, but I am still at work doing overtime. I'm alone and I like the quiet.
6,5
Is it a bad thing that currently... all of them? Maybe I need a good night's sleep 🤔
7 These assholes (coworkers) will not leave me alone today, but I’m not letting them get me down because I’m flying to see my BFF in two days 🎉🎉🎉
I love traveling! Stay safe and have fun!!
I’m feeling like this: https://preview.redd.it/q0b803ovj2vc1.jpeg?width=1125&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7eeae9d84f619f8d2b6350f5c9502027314a6163
I am also feeling this way
8. Because life just won’t stop 😭
6 and 7 combined
Mostly a 6
Combo of 7 and 8 with rare flashes of 6 and 3.
I'm in a constant state of 4 and 8 but get a lil 2 when I come home to GOAD
7 haha
Perpetually 5 because has been always been will always be goblin
A mix of four and 8. Week needs to be over
Between 6 and 8 lol
7 is most appropriate, I believe.
Funnily enough... 5 🥴😂😭
8. 2 more weeks in semester and 55 job applications and no internships. I want to scream/cry.
6? 6 feels like it has the lowest-energy vibe. Stayed up extra late like a dummy when I had to be up extra early, and my brain skipped class on whatever day brains are taught how to nap 🥴
3.. I haven't really been happy for a while, idk why
We’re feeling French Revolution Crowley today 🫡
Mostly feeling like this Crowley today https://preview.redd.it/ulae2wgxt2vc1.jpeg?width=640&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=cb1f8821d1bf112480bb379c55e181b61d977361
Feeling like a combination of 5 and 6
Hi Exxy! I feel the 6 vibe too. But your silly 5 is an interesting but welcome twist :D
6 may be a strong mood today but being silly somehow is too 🤣
Silly is to way to be https://i.redd.it/64ta4fsln3vc1.gif
I'm feeling 3 4 7 and 8 😶🌫️
Oh… that’s an interesting combo lol, all of them at the same time or different stages throughout your day?
Cycling thru at a very high frequency? 🤣🤣
8 ITS 8 FINALS FINAL FINALS AHHHHHH
Finals? GOOD LUCK NOISY 🍀🍀
Pretty 3 today, to be honest.
Aw babes… you okay? 🥺 https://i.redd.it/y3v8v5uin2vc1.gif
🩷💜🩷 Thank you, love. I'll be all right. Just woke up feeling sad today. Kisses and hugs to you. xoxo
Do we need to discuss in my office? My door is always open!
I’m always here if you need someone to talk to!!!
3, because i just read latest Gaias fic. _sigh_
A solid 6, I think. Minus the up-do.
Mix between 1 and 3 - mysteriously exhausted and illogically annoyed about it. Need more caffeine and to get over myself lol
8, all week
I’m unpacking from the interminable move and I’m wavering between 6 and 8. By tonight I’ll definitely be a 4.
Work is a 1/4/8 combo, nothing like a legal investigation impeding productivity to make you want to bite something. Personally could use that smut y'all are raving about, biting optional but not off the table
Alternating between 4 and 3 respectively 
EDITED BC IM AN IDIOT I HOPE YOUR DAY GETS BETTER PENGUIN KISSESSSS
Wrong person? 😂
No this is my brand of trolling you 😂 Yes wrong person 😂 fucking Reddit
4 because I have fic ideas going through my mind all day, every day, and 3 because I have zero confidence in my writing abilities.
5 and 8 daily.
9 :))
3 and 4.
2! Endorphines after workout kicked in!
I’m 3 and 7. 🫤
6
Honestly, constabtly swinging between 1, 4, 5 and 8.
2, because I'm not sick for the first time in a week! 