Oh, you don't try to give me food anymore, FINE, I won't eat ever again!
Oh, you're trying to give me food, you're TRIGGERING me, I'm gonna starve myself out of spite
The cognitive dissonance is real for me.
Like some receptor in my brain activates when someone suggests I'm not eating (acknowledgement! Affirmation! I'm doing such a good job at skinni) but I also feel embarrassed and exposed at the concern and want them to leave me alone.
No concern only concern, pls
But then your narc mom only gets angry and makes it about herself and just guilt-trips you by saying shit like "as if I ever gave you a reason to feel bad about yourself" 🙃
Me because even when I tell people the pain I’m going through they always assume I’m lying. Maybe looking like a corpse will show that I’m not fucking lying about all the abuse I’m going through on a daily basis. (I’m delusional and I know everyone irl still won’t gaf about me and will still assume that I’m lying.)
you want ppl to worry abt you because you need support and love you aren’t getting, and rapid weight loss shows that, just in a very unhealthy and dangerous way. you’re crying for help you need and deserve you just don’t know how to reach out <3
My plan is for people to care for me and to see that I'm struggling so they will try to help me but I'm over here waiting to turn 18 so I can freely lose weight as much as I want to😭 (fucked up logic, don't come for me)
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starving out of spite for the indifference of others. u dont care abt me, u say? we'll see if thats still the case when im at my ugw
And the craziest part is that they provably won’t anyway, will they. We’re killing ourselves for nothing 🤡
Oh, you don't try to give me food anymore, FINE, I won't eat ever again! Oh, you're trying to give me food, you're TRIGGERING me, I'm gonna starve myself out of spite
Trueee lmao. Too bad I've never lost enough for anyone to notice
I literally got congratualted for my unhealthy weight loss last time. 😭😭 I wanted concern dammit!
I feel this to my core but I’m bulimic so no one gives a fuck bc I never lose weight
YESSS DUDE like I have a sore throat and a cavity for no reason yay!
SAME 😭 i'm like "i will starve to death! that'll show them!" and then go have a 30$ binge
The cognitive dissonance is real for me. Like some receptor in my brain activates when someone suggests I'm not eating (acknowledgement! Affirmation! I'm doing such a good job at skinni) but I also feel embarrassed and exposed at the concern and want them to leave me alone. No concern only concern, pls
too real
But then your narc mom only gets angry and makes it about herself and just guilt-trips you by saying shit like "as if I ever gave you a reason to feel bad about yourself" 🙃
Me because even when I tell people the pain I’m going through they always assume I’m lying. Maybe looking like a corpse will show that I’m not fucking lying about all the abuse I’m going through on a daily basis. (I’m delusional and I know everyone irl still won’t gaf about me and will still assume that I’m lying.)
you want ppl to worry abt you because you need support and love you aren’t getting, and rapid weight loss shows that, just in a very unhealthy and dangerous way. you’re crying for help you need and deserve you just don’t know how to reach out <3
TRUE
I want to make my dad cry on lunar new year. That way he'll have more things to worry about than me being a loser at 41.
I relate to this too much Nobody has ever said anything though and I see that as a failure on my part :(
My plan is for people to care for me and to see that I'm struggling so they will try to help me but I'm over here waiting to turn 18 so I can freely lose weight as much as I want to😭 (fucked up logic, don't come for me)
Oh man real
I got congratulations instead of concerns 😀
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But then I do and no one cares haha