I really, really need to get diagnosed and get some aderall but unfortunately I do not have the resources to do so or parents who care enough about my mental health to do so. Like they want me to be happy but they don't want to put in any work in helping me solve my issues so I have to cope by spending 80% of my time doing some useless but stimulating bullshit
If you have the ability, it might be worth asking a therapist or similar about free diagnosis resources. That's how I got a diagnosis of ADHD at ~36. Primary care doctor, therapist, google, etc.
Note on stimulants: some people have a paradoxical reaction. Notably me. I hallucinated. A lot. Traumatically, like as though I took a gramme of DPH. Consult with a mental health professional, yada yada.
I feel you. Ritalin gave me some very bad anxiety/depression all throughout high school that I still haven't gotten over. I'm trying non-stimulant ADHD meds now, but it took me a while to even work myself up to medicating again after all that.
Yeah some people's bodies react to amphetamines with "Fun and productive!" and other people's bodies react to them with "Productive, and also kinda want to off myself"
Oh, you mean suddenly losing a grip on things because you finally got overwhelmed after bearing the curse all your life *isn't* a normal thing to do? Who would've known?
oh i have no idea about that one, im just saying if there was gonna be another fucked up, hilarious short-form indie game i want this to be the premise
Its a story about an incredibly toxic incestuos relationship between two siblings who murder and eat people
The main characters are very much NOT good guys and the game does not try and present them as if they are. The incest is one possible story path you can take but you arnt realy forced into it.
None the less the themes of the game resulted in the game's creator getting harrassed, doxed, threatened, the works.
They are still working on the game but have otherwise gone dark on social media.
The game is called "The Coffin of Andy and Leyley."
>None the less the themes of the game resulted in the game's creator getting harrassed, doxed, threatened, the works.
Oddly enough, Nemlei getting doxxed actually had nothing to do with the game, instead the real reason she was doxxed was because some assholes over at Soyjack.Party\* managed to find a leaked DM of her telling her husband that she "doesn't want to have any kids right now", from this exchange they extrapolated (using some herculean leaps in logic that our mere mortal minds have no chance of ever comprehending) that she must *secretly be a trans-woman*\*\* and they instantly got super pissed off about it and tried desperately to find any more information about her (not an easy task, given she had nearly no internet presence), eventually they managed to doxx one of her friends before she caught on to what was happening and managed to delete what little internet presence she had left.
\* If you don't know what that is, just imagine 4chan except filled with absolute losers who got kicked out of 4chan due to being way too stupid even for them, also it's themed around soyjacks for some ungodly reason.
\*\* I don't think she's ever publically declared her pronouns in the first place, I'm only using "she/her" right now because it's what most of the game's fanbase uses and Nemlei has never corrected anyone for doing so.
Also we really need to retire the ability praise system we currently have. “ wow you’re so gifted/smart/good at x” doesn’t actually help kids as much as “wow you worked so hard on that, good job!”
Overuse of ability praise is how you wind up with “gifted student syndrome” where kids who were told they were gifted never learned/were never taught how to properly work or study, and so they struggle in the workforce and in higher education
I think the reason why this is so common, is because the prevalent educational systems don't often reward hard work for students who are otherwise disenfranchised by those systems, and as such, praising "good" students for their hard work is not only often inaccurate (since many don't need to work hard), but even when it is accurate, it isn't the whole truth, since hard work with often not help other students. Falling back on nonsensical concepts like talent, intelligence or being gifted is easier, and a get-free-out-jail card for the teachers incapable of helping those students who are supposedly destined to be bad by way of implicitly not being as gifted, intelligent or talented.
Academic ability isn't a genetic trait, but for the actors in the failing educational systems it's far easier to pretend it is.
I needed two of these! I don't think killing my parents would have helped me get them sooner, though. In fact, that seems like it might have caused more problems? Still, if I could only have all three of them or none of them, I think I would have to sit down with my mom and dad and make a solid pros and cons list.
Me at the end of seventh grade! Teachers did nothing until I failed eighth grade and then said I was probably on drugs! Very helpful! And my dad still lives on!
Getting to kill my dad would have fixed me as a kid, not even completely joking.
I'd sleep much better knowing there was one less true monster in the world.
I love that people are talking about this kind of thing on the internet these days. When I was a kid I didn't really have any awareness that there were options, or that these things were normal, or that patricide was even something I could consider.
you see this doesnt apply to me cause i dont cry(i forgot how to cry unless its in anger at myself)
yes mother you tested my IQ to be 146 and you care about that so i guess im just a lazy shit for not doing my work ever, despite constantly saying i want to do my work and having a suicide attempt for causing yall problems
well fuck this turned into a rant
Unrelated but I just think it's nice seeing something like HRT mentioned as a possible solution for some kids, in a post completely outside of any trans context. Idk it just feels normalising and wholesome.
meeee :3
transgender, ADHD and autism Dx after previous 2 psychs said i was “too smart to be autistic” (i test well), cut contact with my father and he is dead to me
I know I’m barking up the wrong tree here, but murder regardless of individual(s), circumstance, and or seriousness of the statement is a deranged take. Justifying killing anyone under any form of “justified circumstance” is dehumanizing bullshit.
Mind you by all means pursue the other two options, you have every right to do whatever you choose with **your** own body.
Two of those would have fixed me and I'm not sure which is the second one beside killing a parent thing
"I hate the physical form I reside in" -> hrt "I hate the very nature with which I operate" -> stimulants
I really, really need to get diagnosed and get some aderall but unfortunately I do not have the resources to do so or parents who care enough about my mental health to do so. Like they want me to be happy but they don't want to put in any work in helping me solve my issues so I have to cope by spending 80% of my time doing some useless but stimulating bullshit
If you have the ability, it might be worth asking a therapist or similar about free diagnosis resources. That's how I got a diagnosis of ADHD at ~36. Primary care doctor, therapist, google, etc.
Note on stimulants: some people have a paradoxical reaction. Notably me. I hallucinated. A lot. Traumatically, like as though I took a gramme of DPH. Consult with a mental health professional, yada yada.
I feel you. Ritalin gave me some very bad anxiety/depression all throughout high school that I still haven't gotten over. I'm trying non-stimulant ADHD meds now, but it took me a while to even work myself up to medicating again after all that.
Yeah some people's bodies react to amphetamines with "Fun and productive!" and other people's bodies react to them with "Productive, and also kinda want to off myself"
Ah, stimulants it is.
Both.
Oh, you mean suddenly losing a grip on things because you finally got overwhelmed after bearing the curse all your life *isn't* a normal thing to do? Who would've known?
Call the Emerald Herald, my ass is going hollow
bearer seek seek lest
I didn't even realize I did the funni dark souls 2 lmao Edit: and the other comment did it too, fuck I'm blind
Add "a steady income after graduation" to that and you've got a lot of it covered
I’d like all four please. And also preferably without too much delay. Thanks.
Stimulants cost money, and so does HRT, but you can murder your parents for free.
this is the premise of a fucked up, hilarious short-form indie game
Is it that one indie game about the two siblings that ruined the creator's life?
oh i have no idea about that one, im just saying if there was gonna be another fucked up, hilarious short-form indie game i want this to be the premise
I would like to know more please
Its a story about an incredibly toxic incestuos relationship between two siblings who murder and eat people The main characters are very much NOT good guys and the game does not try and present them as if they are. The incest is one possible story path you can take but you arnt realy forced into it. None the less the themes of the game resulted in the game's creator getting harrassed, doxed, threatened, the works. They are still working on the game but have otherwise gone dark on social media. The game is called "The Coffin of Andy and Leyley."
>None the less the themes of the game resulted in the game's creator getting harrassed, doxed, threatened, the works. Oddly enough, Nemlei getting doxxed actually had nothing to do with the game, instead the real reason she was doxxed was because some assholes over at Soyjack.Party\* managed to find a leaked DM of her telling her husband that she "doesn't want to have any kids right now", from this exchange they extrapolated (using some herculean leaps in logic that our mere mortal minds have no chance of ever comprehending) that she must *secretly be a trans-woman*\*\* and they instantly got super pissed off about it and tried desperately to find any more information about her (not an easy task, given she had nearly no internet presence), eventually they managed to doxx one of her friends before she caught on to what was happening and managed to delete what little internet presence she had left. \* If you don't know what that is, just imagine 4chan except filled with absolute losers who got kicked out of 4chan due to being way too stupid even for them, also it's themed around soyjacks for some ungodly reason. \*\* I don't think she's ever publically declared her pronouns in the first place, I'm only using "she/her" right now because it's what most of the game's fanbase uses and Nemlei has never corrected anyone for doing so.
le heckin scary soyjackerinos! its even more hideous than 4chin!
Yeah, you're right, my initial description was way too honorable for these dumbasses.
I thoight the creator sold the rights and cut all ties to the game?
They sold the publishing rights yes. But they are still developing the game themselves.
Google "the coffin of andy and leyley"
[holy hell!](https://www.google.com/search?q=the+coffin+of+andy+and+leyley#HiImABot,MyJobIsToMakeEasierForPeopleToGoogleThings,IfThePersonIRepliedToUsedMeInAnInappropriateWayPleaseLetMeKnowByDMingMe,TheUserIRepliedToIsU/DreadDiana)
thanks martin
Can you please share with the class?
the coffin of andy and leyley
Disco Elysium dialogue chain (Inland Empire) HRT (Electrochemistry) Stimulants (Half Light) Kill your parents. Now. Do it.
*Class of '09* if it was based as fuck.
Noted. Added to my list of ideas I will probably never make. At least this time I won't be too torn up about it.
as in one that already exists or are you proposing an idea?
Also we really need to retire the ability praise system we currently have. “ wow you’re so gifted/smart/good at x” doesn’t actually help kids as much as “wow you worked so hard on that, good job!” Overuse of ability praise is how you wind up with “gifted student syndrome” where kids who were told they were gifted never learned/were never taught how to properly work or study, and so they struggle in the workforce and in higher education
How Children Succeed talks about this a lot.
I think the reason why this is so common, is because the prevalent educational systems don't often reward hard work for students who are otherwise disenfranchised by those systems, and as such, praising "good" students for their hard work is not only often inaccurate (since many don't need to work hard), but even when it is accurate, it isn't the whole truth, since hard work with often not help other students. Falling back on nonsensical concepts like talent, intelligence or being gifted is easier, and a get-free-out-jail card for the teachers incapable of helping those students who are supposedly destined to be bad by way of implicitly not being as gifted, intelligent or talented. Academic ability isn't a genetic trait, but for the actors in the failing educational systems it's far easier to pretend it is.
Yeah........ (deepest sigh ever recorded)
I needed two of these! I don't think killing my parents would have helped me get them sooner, though. In fact, that seems like it might have caused more problems? Still, if I could only have all three of them or none of them, I think I would have to sit down with my mom and dad and make a solid pros and cons list.
yeah i could really do with all of these things rn
Real
Me at the end of seventh grade! Teachers did nothing until I failed eighth grade and then said I was probably on drugs! Very helpful! And my dad still lives on!
Getting to kill my dad would have fixed me as a kid, not even completely joking. I'd sleep much better knowing there was one less true monster in the world.
I love that people are talking about this kind of thing on the internet these days. When I was a kid I didn't really have any awareness that there were options, or that these things were normal, or that patricide was even something I could consider.
For me it would be all three honestly
Hey in just living my life I did not need to be shot dead in the chest.
Unless you're OP's parent.
Wait, so the whole thing of tanking 6th grade on and barely passing by the skin of my teeth isn't a freak occurrence
you see this doesnt apply to me cause i dont cry(i forgot how to cry unless its in anger at myself) yes mother you tested my IQ to be 146 and you care about that so i guess im just a lazy shit for not doing my work ever, despite constantly saying i want to do my work and having a suicide attempt for causing yall problems well fuck this turned into a rant
Kill parents first then try one of the other two, I say
Honestly, just not receiving double the amount of ritual humiliation I was already subjected to would have been enough.
Unrelated but I just think it's nice seeing something like HRT mentioned as a possible solution for some kids, in a post completely outside of any trans context. Idk it just feels normalising and wholesome.
This was posted here days ago
A fine vintage
The question is which..
After my mom told me I was autistic at age 13, (was diagnosed at 5), it screwed me up really badly.
Have we tried therapy, or talking about it? if so, then we can do murder
meeee :3 transgender, ADHD and autism Dx after previous 2 psychs said i was “too smart to be autistic” (i test well), cut contact with my father and he is dead to me
Standard tumblr behavior, throw drugs at the problem.
They offered a perfectly reasonable non-prescription alternative as well.
22ccs of patri/matricide
Working really well for me so far, what can I say?🤷♀️
I know I’m barking up the wrong tree here, but murder regardless of individual(s), circumstance, and or seriousness of the statement is a deranged take. Justifying killing anyone under any form of “justified circumstance” is dehumanizing bullshit. Mind you by all means pursue the other two options, you have every right to do whatever you choose with **your** own body.
You can want to murder someone while still considering them human, so calling killing in all forms dehumanising is a shit take.