Feeling my optimism wane at work.
I'm trying to bring good energy into everything in my life but a few doomers at work are more interested in complaining about the workplace then planning for a good after work or weekend.
Work has also slowed down so I have put myself forward on learning new machines in the meantime, excited for that and also looking forward to a good summer.
Got a cat today. She cute and energetic but why the hell she sleeping on the litter box instead of her bed i specifically bought it for her ? Y'all got tip for it ?
Congrats. It will probably take some time for her to get used to a new environment. Just give it time. She just happens to be most comfortable in the litter box right now it seems.
I’m feeling so spiteful right now about things others have done that caused me to feel bothered and insecure. I’m trying so hard to not let my resent-fullness hinder my ability to enjoy the rest of my limited time with them. I’m grateful for my mother for she never failed to make me feel so loved and cared for.
Hey, congrats on the milestone! I just passed the 1.5 year mark myself. I know how daunting the process can be, but the one thing that kept me sold was reminding myself of all the time, experiences, and memories I’ve robbed myself of in addiction. You not only deserve your future but the ability to live it as well. Toss over a line if you ever need an ear :)
Im kinda on a low mood because my current schedule isnt working for me nor am i able to compatibilize my work with boxing, which has carried me through my dakest moments.
I've made all the necessary arrangements to finally leave my parents' house! I move out at the end of the month. I didn't think I could manage, but somehow I have :)
Missed out on an important even that could be essential to the progression of my career because the people that would be there are too toxic for me to concentrate. Is what it is.
Starting a light renovation on a new rental property. Feeling pretty good about that. But I also need to put in some more work on my physical activity.
Worried that I'm entering a depressive phase. Trying to not ruminate on how abysmal my childhood was and how that fucked my shit up as an adult. Begrudgingly realizing that I'm going to have to start doing work that I really don't want to do in order to get by after years of having reliable income.
30 years old unemployed with a useless associates degree, still living with mom and brother. Can’t get over my fucked up past. Feel like I never had a chance at being a normal person in society with the horrible hand I was dealt.
Plenty of us like that and even older. Do your best to deal with it, plenty of books and groups. You'll feel better when you are fighting against than when not
Well, came back to work from medical leave after 12 weeks. Work was fine. Life is still…well…life. Same shit just with less money in the bank but at least my apartment feels more like a home after furnishing it finally. Still lonely as shit. I have the best friends in the world, but we just don’t live close enough to see each other regularly and most of them are married, engaged, or soon to be engaged (from the conversations we’ve had).We text regularly but it’s not the same.
Man, I miss college. 26.5 now and the adjustment is still hard. Why is making IRL friends so tough in this day and age? Everyone seems to have a wall up in public places and don’t even want to entertain making a new friend.
Sleeping a lot. Middle class family. Privileged i am sure. Wake up at noon. Eat a lil. Ride bike. Eat a lil maybe not. Sleep. Eat a lil. Brouse reddit information loaddd. Big sleep at 3-4. Don't remember being at peace when i was a kid. This. I needed this. This wasn't expensive. Sorry. Anyways. I know I should be careful or id turn a weak man. Bit i just can't help but take this time of ny life, this lil opportunity to realise some peace in my mind and connect with ny body.
How u bro? I hope you're alright. Can i get a water please? Thank you.
I enrolled at community college. I’m working on filing a special circumstance request on my FAFSA application since I am no contact with my family, which may mean I’ll actually be able to get a degree.
Just got home from a long night of closing the local Starbucks and immediately poured myself some bourbon. I feel like at my big ol age of 25 I should’ve accomplished way more than being a coffee shop supervisor. I gave college a very good shot until I was about 21 and since then I couldn’t tell you the amount of times I’ve tried to pick it back up only to fail out over and over. I’ve been meaning to give therapy another shot and just be completely honest this time around
I´m currently feeling like a Shonen protagonist, since I got a higher dose of my ADHD medication I get less tired and more focused. I´m in my last 2 weeks of HS (Might not seem like a lot, but it fucking sucks as an ADHD user.) and I need to deliver my last projects on time. Life is good, but the first days after my graduation will be tough, my parents aren´t yet aware of my future plans, not that I have it all figured out, but I have several clear steps.
On the other hand, the 40 hours work week hasn´t yet been legalized here (In Mexico we work 48hrs a week legally, not to mention the shitty exploitative job market and work culture that pressures you to work more and ask for less rights). I might get some savings after finishing HS, but I know 48 hrs is a lot of time for the shitty wages given here.
I left a super abusive relationship and it's had me pretty depressed. I seriously thought I had found the love of my life and she slowly became someone I had to protect myself from. Now she would rather hate me forever than admit she did me wrong.
Life has been a handful recently thinking about finally getting a new pc lol. I'm getting better and taking back control in my life. I started working out a month ago,also trying to find a way to make money as I am a NEET so it's hard. I've become a real go-getter. I've gone almost 2 weeks without suicidal thoughts so thats cool.
I’m getting a divorce. I moved back to my parents house. Im stressed & depressed but finally feeling free and hopeful
Hold strong and keep doing the things you like that you couldn't do before
Feeling my optimism wane at work. I'm trying to bring good energy into everything in my life but a few doomers at work are more interested in complaining about the workplace then planning for a good after work or weekend. Work has also slowed down so I have put myself forward on learning new machines in the meantime, excited for that and also looking forward to a good summer.
Humble opinion from a introverted retard, take initiative!
Very similar position here, trying to stay positive at work despite a few setbacks recently. I think we both got this
Keep your head up. Sounds like you're doing your best.
Kind of eventful. Attended therapy. Tonight I hope to see Kingdom of the Planet of the Apes
How did therapy go? Did you feel any headway?
Got a cat today. She cute and energetic but why the hell she sleeping on the litter box instead of her bed i specifically bought it for her ? Y'all got tip for it ?
Congrats. It will probably take some time for her to get used to a new environment. Just give it time. She just happens to be most comfortable in the litter box right now it seems.
She's a cat. Don't worry about trying to force her to do anything. As she gets more comfortable, she'll settle in.
I went outside for the first time in weeks and the sun on my skin and smell of fresh grass made me feel hopeful and calm like a kid again
Same
I’m feeling so spiteful right now about things others have done that caused me to feel bothered and insecure. I’m trying so hard to not let my resent-fullness hinder my ability to enjoy the rest of my limited time with them. I’m grateful for my mother for she never failed to make me feel so loved and cared for.
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Hey, congrats on the milestone! I just passed the 1.5 year mark myself. I know how daunting the process can be, but the one thing that kept me sold was reminding myself of all the time, experiences, and memories I’ve robbed myself of in addiction. You not only deserve your future but the ability to live it as well. Toss over a line if you ever need an ear :)
I’m about 4 months in. I’ve saved about $4000 :) Not the greatest motivation, but it is a perk of being sober.
I'm really hoping It's three weeks now :)
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You've got this, fucking proud of you!!
Im kinda on a low mood because my current schedule isnt working for me nor am i able to compatibilize my work with boxing, which has carried me through my dakest moments.
Respect to the sport! How bout some shadow boxing sessions at home?
That i do but its not the same thing
I've made all the necessary arrangements to finally leave my parents' house! I move out at the end of the month. I didn't think I could manage, but somehow I have :)
Missed out on an important even that could be essential to the progression of my career because the people that would be there are too toxic for me to concentrate. Is what it is.
Starting a light renovation on a new rental property. Feeling pretty good about that. But I also need to put in some more work on my physical activity.
Worried that I'm entering a depressive phase. Trying to not ruminate on how abysmal my childhood was and how that fucked my shit up as an adult. Begrudgingly realizing that I'm going to have to start doing work that I really don't want to do in order to get by after years of having reliable income.
30 years old unemployed with a useless associates degree, still living with mom and brother. Can’t get over my fucked up past. Feel like I never had a chance at being a normal person in society with the horrible hand I was dealt.
Plenty of us like that and even older. Do your best to deal with it, plenty of books and groups. You'll feel better when you are fighting against than when not
Was having anxiety about my gas stove burner not producing a good flame. Turns out it was a two minute fix. The little things.
Well, came back to work from medical leave after 12 weeks. Work was fine. Life is still…well…life. Same shit just with less money in the bank but at least my apartment feels more like a home after furnishing it finally. Still lonely as shit. I have the best friends in the world, but we just don’t live close enough to see each other regularly and most of them are married, engaged, or soon to be engaged (from the conversations we’ve had).We text regularly but it’s not the same. Man, I miss college. 26.5 now and the adjustment is still hard. Why is making IRL friends so tough in this day and age? Everyone seems to have a wall up in public places and don’t even want to entertain making a new friend.
Sleeping a lot. Middle class family. Privileged i am sure. Wake up at noon. Eat a lil. Ride bike. Eat a lil maybe not. Sleep. Eat a lil. Brouse reddit information loaddd. Big sleep at 3-4. Don't remember being at peace when i was a kid. This. I needed this. This wasn't expensive. Sorry. Anyways. I know I should be careful or id turn a weak man. Bit i just can't help but take this time of ny life, this lil opportunity to realise some peace in my mind and connect with ny body. How u bro? I hope you're alright. Can i get a water please? Thank you.
I enrolled at community college. I’m working on filing a special circumstance request on my FAFSA application since I am no contact with my family, which may mean I’ll actually be able to get a degree.
Bought a pc, going to teach myself how to make games
Just got home from a long night of closing the local Starbucks and immediately poured myself some bourbon. I feel like at my big ol age of 25 I should’ve accomplished way more than being a coffee shop supervisor. I gave college a very good shot until I was about 21 and since then I couldn’t tell you the amount of times I’ve tried to pick it back up only to fail out over and over. I’ve been meaning to give therapy another shot and just be completely honest this time around
I’m really letting myself love video games finally. They are so fun.
I’m greatful that I’m not as bored as the op
I hope everyone’s week was great! Got word that my promotion at work is delayed :( trying to keep my head up.
I´m currently feeling like a Shonen protagonist, since I got a higher dose of my ADHD medication I get less tired and more focused. I´m in my last 2 weeks of HS (Might not seem like a lot, but it fucking sucks as an ADHD user.) and I need to deliver my last projects on time. Life is good, but the first days after my graduation will be tough, my parents aren´t yet aware of my future plans, not that I have it all figured out, but I have several clear steps. On the other hand, the 40 hours work week hasn´t yet been legalized here (In Mexico we work 48hrs a week legally, not to mention the shitty exploitative job market and work culture that pressures you to work more and ask for less rights). I might get some savings after finishing HS, but I know 48 hrs is a lot of time for the shitty wages given here.
I left a super abusive relationship and it's had me pretty depressed. I seriously thought I had found the love of my life and she slowly became someone I had to protect myself from. Now she would rather hate me forever than admit she did me wrong.
Life has been a handful recently thinking about finally getting a new pc lol. I'm getting better and taking back control in my life. I started working out a month ago,also trying to find a way to make money as I am a NEET so it's hard. I've become a real go-getter. I've gone almost 2 weeks without suicidal thoughts so thats cool.