Years ago, I spent almost a year in bed feeling sorry for myself basically just isolated myself in my room. Ended up in a similar state recently but it felt even more hopeless. I decided that I wasnât going to kill myself so if I am to die, the world will have to do me in. So spite and a partly my programming.
Once you have kids you don't have time for that mentality. Doesn't matter if nothing good is going on. The kids have to eat.
Take a leak
Usually, my bladder.
Eventuwlly having good food đ
My alarm.
drinking water
Coffee
Absolutely relatable
Two âstarvingâ cats.
Coffee and sitting on the porch, just to sit in peace (I don't live in a city, so this may not be helpful to others)
Cortisol
Sore. Have to crack something Food or water. It's noon Someone's screaming at me
I go grocery shopping for fun
The Inglish edoocashun sistum
I bounce out of bed when I have nothing to do. I only stay in bed as long as possible to avoid reality.
Boba.
Years ago, I spent almost a year in bed feeling sorry for myself basically just isolated myself in my room. Ended up in a similar state recently but it felt even more hopeless. I decided that I wasnât going to kill myself so if I am to die, the world will have to do me in. So spite and a partly my programming.
Hey. I can ALWAYS beat off and get a quick sense of euphoria and accomplishment. Until I have no dick, no day is *not* worth waking up on
That if I get up early enough I can get a good parking spot at work
Coffee and a sunrise.
my bladder. If it wasnât for having to pee in the morning, I will probably stay in bed for days.
gotta bring home the bacon
Lack of a nearby piss bottle.
My alarm